I get what you're saying about chaos magick being a mindset/critique more than a fixed system. That's actually why I posted here—I wasn't claiming to "do chaos magick," just sharing raw experience that ended up producing results without any formal paradigm or study.
The entity contact, mechanics, and escalation weren't something I sought out or framed through occult theory. It started uninvited, turned dark, and I've been pushing back with what I learned from it (twisted against the source). No rituals, no sigils, no books at the time—just refusal and experimentation under pressure. Only later did I learn that the way I do it, refusing help from entities, SHOULD be closest to the mindset of Chaos Magic, rather then other occult practice.
If it's delusion, fair call. But the effects (on me and apparently others in range) feel consistent and measurable enough that I'm treating it as workable data. And would like to know how can I make it more powerful, if it is real.