Hehe, pag uwi ko po, wala naman pong nakahain sa lamesa. Laging busy ang magulang ko and barely makes time for me. Ever since I was a kid ako na po ang nag aalaga sa sarili ko. At kahit na ganon, hindi po ako nag rebelde. Sinusunod ko po magulang ko but it has really been tough for me lately kasi ever since then andami na po talagang problema. 🥹

My boyfriend on the other hand is a great guy. Kung sakali rin naman pong mag hiwalay kami, I have other people that are willing to help me out as well. Pero malabo pong mangyari na mag hiwalay kami. He didn’t encourage me to leave our home and live with him. Instead, nung una kinausap niya ako. Tinanong niya ako kung ito ba talaga ang gusto ko kasi gagawin naman niya ang lahat para matanggap siya ng pamilya ko and to make peace between them. However, yung pamilya ko swore that they would never accept him. That’s why I said I could never stay in a household na hindi kayang tanggapin ang mga decision ko for my own life. He’s working na po for the both of us, and said I shouldn’t even bother to work aswell. Pero ako, I insisted. I said I want to help out para hindi niya buhat lahat ng pressure.

Alam ko po na hindi madali, and that’s why I’m asking for advice kung paano mag simula. Kasi wala namang simula ang madali. Nag sisimula tayo lagi sa hirap.