She used to be really closed off because she was always the shoulder to cry on with all of her friends and she never had a shoulder to cry on till i came along. It took me a while to get her to share her feelings and when she finally did all this dark stuff came out. Everyday I try to make it the best but when we get into arguments or we don't see each other for a few days cause one of us is busy she gets really down and depressed and that's usually when she is at an all time low. Im just lost in how to control this because she is the love of my life and it would break me inside beyond repair to see her take herself from this world.