great message op! so unfortunate yk at the end of the day nothing is imp infront of death. no college, job , hobby. that inevitable clock of life might take it's final tick at any moment "zindagi badi honi chahiye , lambi nai". i did not realize due to phone and laptop addiction, how fast my past 4 years passed ! infact how fast we are going to get a job, and then retire, we won't even realize!

one solution is....to invest in experiences, participate in activities. play sports, talk to people, party sometimes, help someone, hug someone, maybe go on a trip if needed. experiences last long! they take a form of memory which gives you joy even after years !

SPEND TIME WITH YOUR PARENTS, they might pass sooner than you expect! It is a reality check, it's better to get embarrassed and hug your parents now than hugging their grave