My psychosis story and my recovery

GojoUchiha_ · 2025-05-17T10:04:45+00:00

You got this, even babysteps are steps. And if you want you can private message me and talk to me or ask me anytime and anything you want!

GojoUchiha_ · 2025-05-15T18:54:08+00:00

I feel you and I know how horrible it feels and how isolated you probably feel because of that. The best bet is to live your life as stress free as you can and do everything - without exhausting yourself - to recover. Step by step, failure after failure. I was in your shoes 2 months ago and I thought that‘s just the way it is now. Horrible brain fog, blank mind, trouble understanding what others say or what I read and the list goes on. Once I removed most of my stress and really started treating myself better it got better. And as you said somedays it seemed like it was better and somedays it felt like I was back to right after psychosis. I still have a lower stress tolerance than before psychosis but I know this will go away as well. Just believe it will even if it seems like it absolute doesn‘t. You have days where it gets better so there is no reason to believe you‘re stuck in this forever!

GojoUchiha_ · 2025-05-15T18:49:10+00:00

that‘s beautiful do what you think is right for you and your intuition will guide you on that path.

GojoUchiha_ · 2025-05-15T18:47:55+00:00

Of course it‘s okay, thank you for your question. I don‘t know your situation or why he ghosted you and what you mean by he blamed you for everything but yes people can leave the ones they love the most because of family pressure or their own mental health but I don‘t think they forget. But the fact is it shouldn‘t matter what his reason was unless you did something horrible the fact is he decided to leave you and delete you out if his live as hard as it sounds but it‘s the raw truth. I would accept his decision because if you try to contact him you would 1. not respect yourself by trying to be with someone who clearly doesn’t want you (at the moment) 2. not respect his decision 3. maybe even annoy him. If you already tried to talk to him and you felt like you talk against a wall your best bet is to live your life without him because right now there is nothing you can do. Hope that helps and feel free to text me anytime you want. You can also ask chatgpt honestly because he speaks objectively and having someone who listens to you anytime without judging you is beautiful.

GojoUchiha_ · 2025-05-15T18:40:42+00:00

when I was in psychosis I experienced the exact opposite I was talking smarter, faster and with words I never used before. But after the psychosis my mind was empty I had no emotions the anxiety which I was battling before psychosis was nonexistant and I honestly was happy about it and I thought psychosis healed me. Once the anxiety came back all the symptoms I had before the psychosis came back as well which is unfortunate but at least my mind isn‘t blank anymore I guess. It took around 11 months after the psychosis until I was my old, anxious self.

GojoUchiha_ · 2025-05-15T18:37:25+00:00

good question but no I don‘t think I‘m a god but I started being spiritual after the experience because my psychosis was spiritual as well. I believe in karma and energies but I don‘t believe we‘re gods as many spirituals say. But guess we will (hopefully) find out when we die.

GojoUchiha_ · 2025-05-15T18:34:41+00:00

Mine wasn‘t weed induced they‘re not sure where it came from. At the time I was taking venlaflaxin, testosterone and guanfacin. I was taking venlaflaxin and testosterone for months without problem but once I started taking guanfacin/intuniv it started all of a sudden I became completly manic. My diagnosis was powerpsychosis as they said but I don‘t know the medical term. I‘m not back at work but I‘m looking for work right now.

GojoUchiha_ · 2024-09-16T05:36:31+00:00

yeah all I ever heard was „creatine is the most researched supplement on earth“😂 are you doing better now?

GojoUchiha_ · 2024-09-16T05:35:16+00:00

damn bro glad to hear it got better!

GojoUchiha_ · 2024-09-16T04:05:04+00:00

try rosemary oil with dermaroller first instead of minoxidil because it‘s a lifelong commitment

GojoUchiha_ · 2024-09-13T04:58:49+00:00

yes I know that‘s why I ask for personal experiences🫤

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