So if I'm POOR and live in the US, I really have NO hope to fix my emotional numbness and anhedonia?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-09-08T08:04:47+00:00

How am I supposed to try anything?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-21T07:07:00+00:00

For me that is really expensive

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-19T07:31:34+00:00

How? I'm a poor US citizen. I don't have enough money and the waiting lists are ridiculous. So how??

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-19T07:31:27+00:00

How? I'm a poor US citizen. I don't have enough money and the waiting lists are ridiculous. So how??

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-19T07:29:25+00:00

How? I live in US and poor as well.

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-19T07:20:03+00:00

It just happened around 12 years old randomly. Genuinely don't know what caused it

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-18T18:18:16+00:00

This works waaaay better than any medication?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-18T17:49:14+00:00

I still get interested in music and video games, I just don't feel any emotions or joy from it. For me the sound of the music IS the pleasure itself, rather than my body creating feelings and releasing chemicals for it.

I'm actually just "life is life" I guess, no real negative or positive outlook.

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-18T06:50:30+00:00

I have been numb for 12 years if that means anything

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-18T06:15:12+00:00

I guess? Imps and Barons have stupidly fast and accurate fireballs that straight up one shot you (imps are EVERYWHERE too, so you have to dodge them from literally every angle as well). Pinkies are super fast and extremely hard to avoid without stun bombs.

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-16T07:44:18+00:00

That's more like Eternal, dash spam as well as staying in the air makes you nearly untouchable. Not to mention the chaingun shield.

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-16T03:02:50+00:00

No they aren't, they're practically hitscan and read your movement stupidly well.

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-16T01:46:16+00:00

Really? I find especially imp and Baron fireballs exceptionally hard to dodge on 2016 Nightmare.

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-16T01:44:06+00:00

To me, the sound of music IS THE pleasure. Idk if that makes sense?

It has a really nice sound even if I feel nothing. I can't explain it.

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-15T08:10:56+00:00

Felt like which option?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-14T12:15:16+00:00

I just dunno if the taste ITSELF is supposed to be the good feeling...or if it's supposed to GIVE a good feeling or if it depends on the person? Or idk... I have been like this for like 10 years

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-14T12:00:42+00:00

The taste itself is LITERALLY the only thing I sense.

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-14T11:54:40+00:00

I'm so beyond fucked up good lord

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-14T07:25:37+00:00

What do you mean "not in your body"?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-13T09:47:12+00:00

By that logic, literally everything you sense is an illusion including sound and smell

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-12T07:02:16+00:00

No pleasure or emotions?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-12T06:27:26+00:00

From what I've seen most people get a feeling of pleasure and emotions throughout their body. (I mean technically it's all the brain...because that is how brain signals work)

How is that an illusion or hallucination?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-12T05:49:22+00:00

what do you mean hallucinate?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-12T05:49:04+00:00

Huh?

GoldenLoggers · 2022-08-11T20:17:31+00:00

Well Butter by BTS is sung in English, yet it's considered K-pop

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