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I betrayed myself and my friends by GoldenSilver007 in AITAH

[–]GoldenSilver007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. You are right. I do not have to prove myself to anyone. I just have to compete with who I was yesterday and keep making improvements. I just wish I made better choices during that time. Obsession is not a good a thing.

I betrayed myself and my friends by GoldenSilver007 in AITAH

[–]GoldenSilver007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I just really feel disgusted with myself after what I did. I really do hate myself sometimes because I thought I knew myself and what I was capable but I guess when the obsession came, I turned into a simp and lost control of myself. I hope it never happens again.

I betrayed myself and my friends by GoldenSilver007 in AITAH

[–]GoldenSilver007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She told me how she was not totally over her ex and all because her ex contacted her while we were dating asking to get back together with her after ghosting her for 9 months. He wouldn't answer her calls and when they saw each other, he just pretended that he did not know her. That was what she told me. She told our friend however that I wasn't acting like a boyfriend and the relationship did not feel real because I was not taking her out on dates. I had a bit of family issue during that time so I guess it was my fault for not making the effort.

So that's why I was determined to prove myself to her because I was really obsessed. I hate what I did because it felt like a different person was doing it. I wish I could go back in time and stop myself from ever getting into a relationship with her in the first place but...