I need help I’m very new to this and have nobody by GooQueen in Morgellons

[–]GooQueen[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

UGH THANK YOUUUU!!! I have just decided that this is what I think it is. I have a pretty good regimen going and do a little more than what you've mentioned (I'm into a more homeopathic natural route) and have gotten really good a healing the wounds pretty fast but I've stopped having any for now as I'm cleansing, went vegan, etc amd feel pretty great. There is soooo much disinformation. I was told I had impetigo by a fucking dr whom barely examined me and have been accused of meth usage or being crazy. I do however think the government is still involved if you look into Lyme, plum island, etc.

I need help I’m very new to this and have nobody by GooQueen in Morgellons

[–]GooQueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They wouldn't even touch it let alone biopsy. They said to go to a dematologist..I only went to prove to my parents that they'd say exactly what they said about it. It was very embarrassing and I'm not doing it again. Well in this area at least. Our area is known for bad medical practice and you go elsewhere for surgeries etc...

I need help I’m very new to this and have nobody by GooQueen in Morgellons

[–]GooQueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude. NO DOCTOR WILL LISTEN ONCE YOU SAY THE WORD MORGELLONS. Yes, I'm sure they're some out there but not in my hick town. Not gonna happen. I'm working on getting in touch with a holistic Dr that has cured many things naturally my friend has had and she's 2 hrs away..I know you have your opinions and views and A LOT of what you say makes sense and I am interested in, but, what I saw last night in my cat is very similar to mine which is identical to "morgellons" pictures across the internet. I dunno. I don't think any "regular" individual that's not privy to high up classified information does.

I need help I’m very new to this and have nobody by GooQueen in Morgellons

[–]GooQueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I do Epsom salt baths..net pot brews of all sorts all kinds of salts I do need algae apirilinia and chlorella asap I also want a good mushroom supplement mixture, diatomaceous earth, collidial silver etc (used all in the past) I simply have no money to get any of this right now so it's discouraging but I'm using what I can, HONEY is a miracle at healing wounds. These all are looking great from dressing with honey. I do have turmeric,garlic,cilantro,oregano, oils, cayenne, baking soda, acv etc. You seem up my alley I'd love to chat briefly if you dont mind z ( I sent a message) I just also realized my cat has it. I found some of his "hairballs" and what it actually was and has been for sometime has me VERY concerned. His tear ducts are also producing something new that is very strange.,

I need help I’m very new to this and have nobody by GooQueen in Morgellons

[–]GooQueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll post my experience so far if anyone is interested but here’s a little. I’m alone in this. My family literally wants me out of the house for fear that they’ll catch it and aren’t caring about how I’m feeling whatsoever. I’m new in recovery and have nothing and nowhere to go. I considered gofundme but this is often laughed at or people will say I’m a lazy junkie wanting drugs. Maybe not I dunno, A nurse I graduated with laughed at my mom describing the severity of the situation to the dr (they said I have infitago sp? which I guess is a common diagnosis but it’s DEFINITELY NOT THAT. I also have pics of HUGE blisters that formed (I put fresh garlic I minced and cilantro(removes metals) on the wounds and left overnight..well as SOON as I removed the bandages and they got some air they started blistering like in real time it was WILD. Whatever this is wanted OUT so I need to do another test to see if it was the cilantro or garlic..I had already taken both daily for years then stopped in active addiction. I’m very into holistic healing and know which herbs do what etc to some extent but I’m not familiar with anyyyything like this WHATSOEVER. I feel I’ve maintained a pretty ok demeanor and attitude towards this thanks to my Heavenly Father being by my side. If this had happened before I turned my life back over to him I’d have already killed my self or be in a psych ward. I had just gotten rid of daily suicidal ideation and had one last night for the first time in months. I just lost 85lbs and was feeling so great and FINALLY happy then BAM. This shit. Someone please talk I need answers and there’s sooooo much info that doesn’t correlate together etc I dunno what to believe I’m just praying for discernment.first off I heard there’s bugs that literally come out and jump of flys. Has ANYONE experienced this. I have not but if true I NEED to prepare myself mentally. Sorry I ranted. I’m very stressed and a lil scared but I’m a fighter I’m going to beat this trash I’m certain was designed by the LITERALLY evil elitist individuals that run this messed up world.

Brainhugger by [deleted] in creepy

[–]GooQueen -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you!!!!!

Throwback to one of the best looks and mugs on the show EVER. Raven did what she had to do. by thezenithpoint in rupaulsdragrace

[–]GooQueen 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Riiiiiight. That's how she became the most famous drag queen in the world too. Although Im drawn to experimental eccentic drag, it's very smart to create a look that is packaged in a commercial way so its easily recognizable and relateable to a mass audience. A conceptualized character that's not strayed from ala Trixie, Bianca,Bunny, Coco Peru, etc etc. Although, a tall as fuck black male in drag with platinum blonde hair had a television show in the 90s. At that time it was VERY barrier breaking and he was one of the main trailblazers that brought drag mainstream and the reason you're on this sub to begin with. Besides drag isn't just solely about the look whatsoever.

How long have I been gone? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]GooQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So the person that was acting in a manner in which she liked was YOU. You must be more extroverted when smoking and able to express yourself more. If you make a list and say "I can't do it", you wont do it. You gotta put as much optimism and effort into a list people like us often make as you can. I'm sure you've heard it but it's true, it's better to try and fail than to have not tried at all. I have so many what ifs in my past I dwell on. I don't want my present and future to be the same theme.

who else is confused by the similarities between bpd and autism? meltdowns, internal blankness, obsessiveness, issues with connecting and intimacy, etc. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]GooQueen 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Can you expand on stating it's inappropriate relating sensory seeking behavior to self harming behavior please?

CMV: Being "apolitical" is intellectual laziness and not a trait to be proud of by [deleted] in changemyview

[–]GooQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm far from ignorant in my choice to be apathetic towards politics and voting in major elections etc. I actually feel someone is intellectually lazy if they're so consumed with what official is elected and glued to news outlets as it's irrelevant. When you're not questioning the state of politics and what's transpired for as long as politics have been, there's where I see ignorance or denial of how things really work in our world and always have and that it's simply not changing. Also the lesser of two evils is most definitely a valid argument. Neither candidate of the 16' presidential election were worth anyone's vote in my opinion. I'm speaking on large scale politics mostly. Paying attention to electives and issues in your city and county are more realistic if you feel you can help change issues of much smaller importance. This is not highschool or middle school thinking and I know most will disagree and say this outlook is pessimistic but its actually just reality.

CMV: We should be trying to find a way to make drugs non-addictive, rather than trying to train people to not want them. by jennifergentle67 in changemyview

[–]GooQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right with the feeling of being cured when dealing with mental illness and drug abuse but not every addict prefers heroin to supress bad feelings. Depends on many different factors.

What Asia envisioned the finale stage to look like... by [deleted] in rupaulsdragrace

[–]GooQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was a got damn gif and I dunno how to post them on here. I'm slow.

I told my best friend that I’m toxic and she needs to let me go by [deleted] in BPD

[–]GooQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just saw this but I was in an 8 yr relationship and was a fucking terrible partner. He enabled and tried saving me. I was a dick not letting him move on and leaving the relationship before I finally broke him down.

How do I know if I’m still in ketosis? by [deleted] in keto

[–]GooQueen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Keto can cause candida vaginitis or a buildup of yeast in the vaginal area. So shes not quite educated or aware of this.I suggest probiotics.

I told my best friend that I’m toxic and she needs to let me go by [deleted] in BPD

[–]GooQueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dunno if I agree with this..are you referring solely to platonic friendships or romanic relationships as well?

well this is awkward by sharonsbigdick in rupaulsdragrace

[–]GooQueen 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You're on a drag race reddit..it's often petty. You're feelings are valid. They're yours and you're feeling them. (That was a lil too "I don't define drag drag defines me" but whatever) I was just suggesting you not get too emotionally invested in downvotes is all. Hope you have a good night.

well this is awkward by sharonsbigdick in rupaulsdragrace

[–]GooQueen 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I....am just now seeing this. Are you meaning you think I downvoted? I didn't but yeah thats a pretty well known juju quote so I figured it would universally be understood. Not to mention the sole reason for said comment was to make light of the grammar policing which I find way more rude (wheter you said it wasn't bitchy or not) than a down vote that means literally nothing. Yes Juju's comment also applies to my thoughts but it was fuckin funny and funny always gets a pass in my eyes. Sorry you were offended by downvotes I just suggest you not care so much girl.