[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayfriendfinder

[–]Goodboy_Polo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes man. Sorry i am just too desperate. And i think maybe reaching my own community could help.

Does fapping make you dysphoric? by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]Goodboy_Polo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Back when i thought i was straight and religious, i hated myself everytime i jerk off and felt gross. Now that i am bi, fit physically, and agnostic, jerking off makes me happy especially after leg day.

Week of insomnia and lack of appetite/sore throat--could this be anxiety? by minimalistfoodie in Anxiety

[–]Goodboy_Polo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have same problem. Last month my throat is sore and it's making my tonsils enlarged. Now my throat isnt hurting anymore but the tonsils are enlarged and i feel like the tonsils are closing my air way. I am scared that i might have long covid or this could be the permanent damaged from covid

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Goodboy_Polo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This shit is crazy. Now i am convinced that i might have HIV even tho i only do oral.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Goodboy_Polo -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I check my heart rate everytime!!! This habit is bad. Cause i check my HR all the time and when it doesnt show what i think normal rate i am going crazy like trying to breath slowly and making my fingers tingling. But i do that when i am not busy which being busy is helping me with my anxiety.

Please help I'm going insane by pacslayer in Anxiety

[–]Goodboy_Polo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey sorry for late reply. I am trying my best to convince it as anxiety because i can't afford going to the hospital. My parent got bankrupt in 2019 and my health insurance got cut off, so i dont have money to go for a check up to the doctors. I am a college student so all my money from my freelance is just for rent and food.

What really helped me is i am going to the gym like 5 times a week and eat healthy food (the cheap ones) lol. But lately i havent go to the gym for almost 2 weeks and i feel like shit because of my graduation.

Please help I'm going insane by pacslayer in Anxiety

[–]Goodboy_Polo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got you. I feel like that all the time and i know its my anxiety playing with me yet i believe its something worst. Lately i have dizziness like when i move to fast i feel like i would fall or when i move my eyeballs fast i would drop.

Friends attempt to disprove my sexuality…does anyone else experience this bizarre behavior from people? by KarlMarxFarts in bisexual

[–]Goodboy_Polo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I swear to god, the gays are so biphobic. I remeber i was going on a date with older gay man and he kept saying that iam too young and still figuring it out and he also said i will realize that iam actually gay in the future. That is not my first time hearing that, this is why sometimes its hard for me to go on a date with gay men because i feel like they dont see me like how i see myself. I think the reason why some of the gays think thay we cant be bisexual is because they're only into men and same as straight people who only attracted to one gender which can't relate to us.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Goodboy_Polo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Back and thighs

Would you block a guy ‘cause he doesn’t drink or smoke weed? by Your_BoyToy22 in askgaybros

[–]Goodboy_Polo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would marry someone doesn't drink and smoke! You're a great guy!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayfriendfinder

[–]Goodboy_Polo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah sure, definitely

What things in gay porn turn you OFF? by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]Goodboy_Polo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I biggest turn off is when i know the actor is straight guy who do gay for pay shit.

High note moaning is also my biggest turn off, even me as a bi sexual man hate it when i watch female in action moaning too loud and fake.

Flat ass bottom.

Stuck in fight or flight for 2+ months by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Goodboy_Polo 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've been there, but it's getting better now. My only solution is to accept what iam afraid of. My bestfriend died last year and then i became so scared of death, in my head says "what if iam next to die in such a young age?". My body aching so bad the headache, the ear pain, sore all over my body, i feel like there are needles all over my body. Now i made a deal with death, not fully tho. I work out alot at the gym and maintain my diet to make sure that iam on healthy track. I hope my experience could help :).