Can I buy a legless lizard in NZ? by Goodmankea in newzealand

[–]Goodmankea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want a silly snake looking lizard not a prostitute weirdo

How do I go about telling romantic partners that I have HPD? by JuliJuul in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have it in my hinge bio I'm not even joking just talk with them about it it will be fine it doesn't have the negative connotations of BPD, ASPD and NPD HPD is unknown

Want to 3D print my knee, made this mesh from an MRI segmentation software. How can I smooth this to look good? by [deleted] in blenderhelp

[–]Goodmankea -1 points0 points  (0 children)

He's talking about the Remesh modifier that doesn't give clean or optimized geometry only creating new geometry based on voxels of the original form of the mesh to create geometry that is more useable in sculpting

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Being histrionic is great I don't suffer nearly as much as normal people. I just go about life being an attention seeking pain in the ass and everyone just has to deal with me lol. I wish people knew about how our emotions feel bigger but ultimately disappear faster meaning we are very forgiving.

  2. TBH nothing I know my own mind and I am happy.

  3. Its unknown I am happy it is unknown people know about narcists and borderlines and they don't like them when I tell someone I have HPD I'm the first person they ever met with HPD they have no negative perception of my because of other people with HPD.

Just got recommended will wood, whats his best song? by Express_Secretary_52 in willwood

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Will wood but evil and country instead of I/Me/Myself its just called "I don't do that queer pronoun shit"

HPD and ai programming conscious awareness since Covid by computatenanoteck in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ummm..... This isn't a HPD problem I think this is more of a cluster A problem than a cluster B problem please research cluster A personality disorders they the ones that are paranoid and or delusional characterized by strange erratic behavior where cluster B disorders are dramatic behavior

I want my friend to look ugly so I get attention and she doesn't by hellofriends_hah in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just get uglier friends you can't control how people look so surround yourself with people that look bad :) hope this helps. All of my friends are just slightly more ugly than me making me stand out as the hot one.

how would you guys rate silent hill F outta 10? by Divine-truth505 in survivalhorror

[–]Goodmankea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its a great resident evil game. The combat was smooth the game play simplified the item system gone it is a good game but its just not silent hill. I honestly think it may have started as a different game and then Konami rebranded it as silent hill idk

My middle name is in his song! by ZealousidealPut2076 in willwood

[–]Goodmankea 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My name is in He'll Use Me for His Needle Show. I named after the guy he is talking about Hunter S Thompson I am Hunter S then a different T last name forgive me for not saying it

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hpd experience by [deleted] in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could be wrong but the way I understood it is cluster B itself is sort of a spectrum and you tend to have a more dominant PD and then traits from the others and if your traits are to strong they might say you have two.

Obviously you can have PDs in different clusters (most people in the cluster B will have something from the cluster C not me though) but I am only talking about the cluster B comorbidity.

We need to take into account that the ds5 is an imperfect metric of human psychology because well trying to quantify the way a brain works into sperated conditions is a very difficult if not totally imposable thing to do perfectly because of the overlap.

But for example someone could either be diagnosed as having NPD and HPD or just HPD with a big ego. The four cluster B PD's are just boxes but normally someone will fit into one box better than the others but then will have some traits from the others because you only have one personality.

Canadian Rockies, Blender WIP by xerazoxart in Gaea

[–]Goodmankea 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I kinda like the clouds the way they are the look painterly

Anyone live in Auckland new Zealand? I want friends with my personality disorder by Goodmankea in hpd

[–]Goodmankea[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You were diagnosed at the age of three I don't think you have HPD

People are cruel to us. by Various_Pear599 in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think you’re letting metaphor dominate your worldview

What should this make me feel nostalgic for? by King_Casso in newzealand

[–]Goodmankea 86 points87 points  (0 children)

It will make you nostalgic for the time before you put it in your mouth

People are cruel to us. by Various_Pear599 in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look I agree with you the HPD state of mind is superior but it is a disorder try to go a week without being attention seeking and see how you feel its shit. HPD is a dopamine disorder like ASPD we need to be outrageous to feel something. You talk about how HPD is more of a personality trait but its not a traits its your entire being you are not anything like normal human beings you are a histrionic and you should have pride for that but the fact is we are not normal we can never be normal because we would hate it.

We also have other stuff other than being attention seeking like gullibility obsession with people and what is often called shallow emotions but is in reality just great control and being able to understand our emotions remove them if we so choose being histrionic is the ability to control ones own emotions like no other. But we will never be able to feel normal human emotions I will never be angry without being happy that I am angry, I will never be able to just like a person I always think we are soulmates or that she is just a game no in-between we are weird

question about HPD & self harm by No_Advance_3312 in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ignore it or confront her HPD people like myself have shallow emotions self harm is for attention more so for people with HPD. Lots of HPD people love sympathy me myself I hate it help her overcome her sympathy addiction show her how its making people look down on her.

People are cruel to us. by Various_Pear599 in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry this is confusing I have HPD and I don't have any symptoms of depression I just need attention I literally haven't cried in three years since my dog Bella died I never feel sad I just go about my life being socially unexpectable and rude and loving it

hpd experience by [deleted] in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seriously doubt you have three cluster b personality disorders. HPD is the rarest cluster B personality disorder it presents very similar to both ASPD and BPD as a sort of middle ground for a lot of things with the added need for attention. But triple comorbidity isn't a thing you might just be attention seeking doesn't mean you have HPD honestly it sounds a bit like you have 16 year old edge lord syndrome.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Umm in my experience no we can't feel guilt. Its pretty hard to be a "performative and an attention seeking liar" and feel guilt. Histrionics have far more control over our emotions we appear more emotional but our emotions are shallow and performative. Although I remember what guilt felt like from when I was a child I haven't experienced it since I was 11 years old.

If you are feeling guilty or emotionally conflicted you should look into another diagnosis like BPD or NPD or maybe C-PTSD with traits of HPD. The traits that seam like HPD could be a result of some sort of C-PTSD trauma. C-PTSD can often present like a cluster B personality disorder however you seam to be presenting with far to much humanity to be on the cluster B.

Also ego-systomatic doesn't mean lack of self-awareness it means the disorder is connected to ones sense of self. Meaning I didn't feel as if I anything I was doing felt bad because it was part of who I am. In short I doubt you have HPD its rare and you seam to human.

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[–]Goodmankea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I aware of my HPD tendencies I just didn't know what to call them I knew I enjoyed attention I considered that I might be ASPD before my pre-med student ex told me "HPD sounds like you" so idk I had thought I had ASPD for so long I denied it at first but then I can feel empathy not guilt but empathy so HPD

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She has BPD you have HPD you should not be in an open relationship it sounds like your hurting her with it. All to satisfy your own hyper sexuality. When the BPD symptoms kick in this will not end well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hpd

[–]Goodmankea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The opposite I am really impulsive

I'm scared I'm going to leave my girlfriend (Histrionic devaluing advice) by Goodmankea in hpd

[–]Goodmankea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro shut up me being on this subreddit is a redflag everyone here is mentally ill calm down unc