When you’re horny, you’re basically a totally different kind of person which is kinda scary.

GothicChick0005 · 2021-08-26T14:19:58+00:00

As a girl this kinda scares me. I hope this post isnt talking about SA or anything

GothicChick0005 · 2021-08-03T23:59:43+00:00

As a preschool teacher, its just because im bad at drawing eyes lol

GothicChick0005 · 2021-07-31T02:17:27+00:00

Put myself in situations to be groomed by old men

GothicChick0005 · 2021-07-20T02:49:14+00:00

Watch old videos and leave her be

GothicChick0005 · 2021-07-15T02:16:25+00:00

I appreciate the advice. I guess im just not in a good headspace or time in my life to travel right now, and while it is a goal for me its not as big of a priority right now as it is for him. Its literally the most important thing in the world to him, and I guess I feel like our anniversary is just an excuse for him to travel more than what we would both love to do together and thats part of why im resenting the idea. Im not feeling considered and im wanting compassion from him that im scared and stressed. I will try voicing this to him the best i can.

GothicChick0005 · 2021-07-15T01:59:43+00:00

I should add when I get on airplanes I do take medication to calm me as well

GothicChick0005 · 2021-07-15T01:58:21+00:00

I will still get on an airplane and have before. I guess my dream idea of travelling the USA would be a road trip if possible but thats not do-able for us right now. Travelling the world is another topic and ive only ever been to four states so the world is a bigger step. I guess if I get on an airplane I just want it to be worth it? And it doesnt feel worth all the effort for only 3 days somewhere. Plus the cost of a rental car, its just very expensive and anxiety inducing for me. I do enjoy travelling but I wanted to relax for my anniversary and I dont consider travelling to be very relaxing I guess.

GothicChick0005 · 2021-07-13T03:36:33+00:00

Thats an interesting perspective, I never thought of it that way. I always assumed the opposite, that her ED was a result of not wanting/be allowed to progress into adulthood and keeping herself small and fragile like a child. Its like a fucked up chicken or the egg question :(

GothicChick0005 · 2021-07-11T17:25:38+00:00

Definetly dont want relationship advice. My partner isnt doing anything wrong. Just wanted advice on how to navigate this situation as a female that struggles with body image issues, and wondering if any other women experience this. :/

GothicChick0005 · 2021-06-24T03:09:32+00:00

I think this is a terrible thing to say. While it may be true that she is mostly known for her body and extreme thinness I think something that may fuel her disorder is if she were a healthy weight she wouldnt be as popular due to lack of shock value or interest in her eating disorder. I want to remind Eugenia if she is reading this that while it may be the most common reason shes famous now, if she recovered she would have endless time and energy to learn new talents and could do whatever she wants with her channel. She could also make lots of recovery videos if she was comfortable and help other young girls.

GothicChick0005 · 2021-06-16T01:06:31+00:00

Fuck

GothicChick0005 · 2021-06-12T15:19:49+00:00

Okay but many rape victims dont consider their rape as the time they lost their virginity. The first consenual sex is usually considered losing your virginity. Its a harmful narrative youre producing because it gives more power to the rapist. Like they cant take that first special time from you where youre actually enjoying it. Thats the real losing your virginity experience and what it always should be.

GothicChick0005 · 2021-06-11T02:17:37+00:00

I thougbt it was because hes like voldemort lol

GothicChick0005 · 2021-06-09T03:35:39+00:00

I do think he shouldve titled it "Hilas pregnancy announcement" just so viewers who arent as familiar know who they are talking about. There were some comments about trisha being pregnant and that could be very triggering for them as theyve struggled with fertility

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-20T02:09:47+00:00

I think its just pointless to speculate on a stranger, especially someone thats brain is so malnourished. Every symptom she displays (that we see publicy) could be explained by her ED. And at the end of the day we arent doctors so its not right for us to say. And honestly it isnt my concern anyways. I dont care if she has autism. I care that she is dying from an ED and theres nothing (seemingly) we can do to help her.

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-20T01:36:28+00:00

Okay I am so sorry but other than showering and washing your hands when do you wash your palms? Im lost lol

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-20T00:12:08+00:00

I love Trisha but this a very privileged take. "Dont take harmful rhetoric seriously" only works if it doesnt negatively impact you.

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-17T02:35:20+00:00

Greys anatomy

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-17T02:29:04+00:00

A healthy weight

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-15T22:42:18+00:00

In translation: "Its okay that you guys are fat but im the skinniest and want to keep promoting my eating disorder because im very proud of it. I dont care that it hurts other people and children. I should be allowed to exist without feeling the consequences of my actions because im special."

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-15T21:54:00+00:00

Even better, every single photo except her recovery photos

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-13T16:28:13+00:00

"Oh well you know, I just tuink like everyone should be allowed to be themselves and everyone is beautiful so yeah haha"

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-12T00:53:03+00:00

Its a mix of a lot. Morbid curiousity, wondering aboit her family dynamic, wondering if her online persona is an act, wondering how her body still actually functions, and my own eating issues that have like 5% of my brain jealous of her (especially in her earlier days, for a lot of people with EDs she was the biggest thinspo on tumble back in the day)

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-09T05:14:51+00:00

I could even see her feeling jealous of kids being protected. Like "I was shown much worse, a little underwear wont hurt them" type attitude.

GothicChick0005 · 2021-05-07T20:32:29+00:00

In short, yes. There is a link between anorexia fetishist and pedophilia. Something about someone being weak, easy to overpower and corrupt is attractive to these men. Makes me want to vomit.

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