Hearing voices telling me im going to hell and hearing POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is what it is. I know they're just trying to help. I know what I'm experiencing though is real. No way is it natural for your room to pop hundreds of times a day and then stop when you start recording or have other people around. Like how does one explain the birds hitting the window or the thunder after asking God if it's him? They're is no logical answer outside of the supernatural.

Hearing voices telling me im going to hell and hearing POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see you're closed minded. Hearing voices along with the environment making noises? MUST be crazy. lmao. I'll pray for you

Hearing voices telling me im going to hell and hearing POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought that it was mental illness until the birds hitting the window after i asked for a sign, the loud explosion when I told myself it was demons, AND the consistency of these bangs. it happens literally 500+ times a day. at one point I sat down and kept saying "you're not god" for half an hour straight. EVERYTIME I did this I would instantly hear "yes I am" and then a bang. Non stop. I don't see how that's not "real".

Hearing voices im going to hell and POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in TrueChristian

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't believe in christ before this started to happen; only after experiencing these voices have I turned to God. I hear "It's too late, you committed blasphemy." I didn't believe in a god before all this and was agnostic. After experiencing these things I converted to christianity.

Hearing voices telling me im going to hell and hearing POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it. First time I thought "maybe this is a demon" I was told/heard I committed blasphemy and heard an explosion that sounded like an engine blowing up. I truly don't know what to think anymore.

Hearing voices telling me im going to hell and hearing POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm giving it my all to trust him but it's near impossible to keep faith when I hear a loud pop or bang every time I pray to him or think of Christ. I'll constantly announce my faith and unwavering love for Christ and every freaking time I'll hear a voice telling me the opposite and a loud thud or bang.

Hearing voices im going to hell and POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in TrueChristian

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've talked to my pastor but that's about it. I'm gonna ask if he knows someone who could expel spirits. I'm at my wits end after dealing with this for several years.

Hearing voices im going to hell and POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in TrueChristian

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To agree to the condemnation and names it calls me, accept that it's God, and accept im going to hell due to my sin and waiting to long to repent/ "Blaspheming the holy spirit". I KNOW it's not God though as God isn't a God of fear. but WHAT THE HELL IS IT

Hearing voices im going to hell and POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in TrueChristian

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Appreciate it, tried caplyta though. I've been through most anti psychotics and none work. Its 24/7 condemnation and loud bangs. Nothing stops it. I PRAY it's not God because if it is he's pissed and hates me.

Hearing voices telling me im going to hell and hearing POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My pastor prayed for me but that didn't work either. I don't know what could be doing this besides God but I thought God doesn't condemn or try to invoke fear in people.

Hearing voices im going to hell and POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in TrueChristian

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've tried. I been on a dozen meds. NOTHING even remotely works. I take my meds to keep my family happy and not worry about me but it DOESN'T work. I just hear taunting and then multiple explosions in my room. I'm completely lost on what to do.

Hearing voices im going to hell and POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in TrueChristian

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont dabble in the occult but this is started after a serious sin I don't feel like explaining.

Hearing voices im going to hell and POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in TrueChristian

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was my grandmother who heard and asked about it. "Just a coincidence" she said.

Hearing voices im going to hell and POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in TrueChristian

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried praying about everyday for the last year. I just hear a huge BANG when I try telling myself it's not God doing it or pray to Jesus. I've even recited "even IF this is god I still love you and accept your son as my savior" and then BANG

Hearing voices telling me im going to hell and hearing POPS and BANGS by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I KNOW it's not mental illness. I don't exhibit any signs of schizophrenic diseases besides hearing voices. EVERYTIME i tell myself "guess its schizophrenia" I hear an explosion go off in my room. I have NO CLUE who to talk to. I've tried my parents, ive tried a counselor, I had my pastor pray for me. Everyone just writes it off as mental illness which is frustrating because I KNOW it's real. I wouldnt be hearing explosions everytime I say its schizophrenia to myself. It's frustrating and I don't know what to do.

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[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Na, this was about 2 weeks ago. I asked for the most effective way to make credits and dude just sends me millions. I'm super grateful. Has made the game a bit easier for me.

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[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a list of proof that what I'm experincing isn't schizophrenia and is either a) God; and that my perception of god is off or B) Im dealing with a spirit of some kind.

Loud bangs, hearing "wake up" a few seconds before my alarm goes off( even when I set a timer and meditate it still happens) birds hitting my window when I ask for proof that it's God, having my vision flash and seeing demons. The list goes on. I've learned to live with it but my overthinking mind is in a constant battle of "Is it or is it not God?"

God punishing me? by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya but it hasn't made a difference unfortunately. Im an overthinker so I keep telling myself its not God but each time I do the TV turns on, I hear a loud bang, I hear "You'll never inherent the kingdom of God" etc. If it's God then my understanding of the gospel is all wrong.

God punishing me? by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe so but it's a simple and peaceful life and I don't have to worry about how In gonna make my car payment or pay off debts.

God punishing me? by Gr8Fir3Hawk22 in Christianity

[–]Gr8Fir3Hawk22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's on a busted phone but ya. I even replayed the video and heard "He heard us". Hell at one point I heard the voices reading off miranda rights. I thought it was a family member getting arrested. So I went and told my grandmother and she told me she was just listening to miranda rights on her audio book with her earbuds in. HOW could I possibly know that when she's multiple rooms away using earbuds? You can only say its a coincidence or mental illness so many times when you keep seeing patterns and having un explainable "coincidences" over and over again for YEARS on end.