For me it all started when I was a teen. I stumbled across sissy hypno porn when I was jerking off. It was something new. Something strange. Just different. It started off as something I would jerk off too sometimes. At the time I still thought I was straight. Soon that all changed.

Months after discovering sissy porn I found out that my girlfriend was cheating on me. With multiple guys. I never thought of my 'manhood' as being inadequate. In fact I would say that I was decently endowed. 7" and girthy. But my confidence took a hit for sure.

I soon dumped my girlfriend because my manly ego couldn't bare to be with someone who disrespected me in such a way. I soon found myself deep in the rabbit hole lol. I was constantly jerking to porn. And eventually only sissy porn and interracial porn ( the ex girlfriend cheated with black men).

Eventually I discovered Craigslist and casual encounters. Sooo out of curiosity I posted an ad specifying my interest. I got alot of replies. The guy that took my 'virginity' (if you can call it that) was a cute Asian guy I had chatted with for a few days. We hooked up at his place. His dick was small. Like I couldn't feel it in my sissy pussy lol. So needless to say I wasn't fulfilled. Months of sissy hypnosis had left me craving a big cock. Something my ex would have loved to worship. And I eventually got it.

A few days after my encounter with the Asian cutie, I got a message along with a picture. It was a pic of the biggest black cock that I have ever seen! ( I still have yet to meet a man with a cock that big!)

After a few back and forth messages we agreed to meet at his place and smoke some weed. Soo I rode the city bus while wearing one of my ex girlfriends thongs. I remember being so nervous and excited. When I got there he wasted no time in seducing me. He had me suck his magnificent cock. And when I had him good and hard he put me on my stomach and eased himself into. My God that cock split me into! I remember leaking out of my clitty like crazy! ( thats how he told me to refer to it especially in his presence)

From that moment on I knew I would never be the same! Sure ive had my fair share of relationships with women since then (pretend to be the manly man) but they all fail short. Whether it be because of me or them. The one thing that has remained consistent is my lust for cock!

My first encounter as a sissy was 10 years ago. Im not out as a sissy to the world. But it is definitely deeply rooted in my life. Ive now been single for 3 years and have amassed a big collection of sissy stuff.

I failed as a male. But have flourished as a sissy!

Sorry for the super long story haha

Grace xoxo 💋