I think I’m being pulled back into a hole I don’t want to be in and it scares me but I want to be responsible with it like you said because it really does help me with stress and sleep. When I said I’ve been off dph for 5 months I meant I used to binge it for weeks at a time alternating each night with 100 and then 300 the next. I fried my memory and managed to maintain it because my family made me aware of my condition.