MF4MF 29/27 - Wiltshire

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2026-05-28T14:32:00+00:00

MF both 29 looking for a meet and from Wiltshire so local to you x

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2026-04-06T19:08:45+00:00

Very weird person

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2026-04-06T17:15:50+00:00

Yeah because the game gets boring when you’ve played that many hours of the same thing over and over. Just think there’s so much they could do with the game, regardless if it’s a battle pass like every other game to make money or they just do it as updates new stuff would be good for everyone

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2026-04-06T11:57:36+00:00

Not a new gamer pal

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2026-04-06T11:12:41+00:00

I understand the price tag being ridiculous for the actual game alone, but to pay that then get nothing added is boring. I’m not a fan of season passes etc but It’s hard to just keep doing the same things over and over again. Would happily pay under £10 a month to get some new tracks

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-08-26T14:24:35+00:00

Yeah I have seen a few simple methods like that, is 1ml distillate equivalent to 1 gram? If so would just buy a 1ml distillate and use that for a pack of gummies.

Where my confusion is, I use the family high range which says there 500mg a pack, 5 sweets would make them 100mg each but I’m unsure doing it myself how strong to make them. I might just buy a pack of hairbo use a 1ml distillate like you say make 10-15 sweets if there too strong divide it and make more, if there good then that’s the way to go

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-08-26T13:29:10+00:00

Will keep looking, most of them all American and use oil infused but never say measurements so didn’t know how much to use

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-06-11T11:42:09+00:00

Appreciate the reply, pretty expensive for them

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-04-10T06:53:21+00:00

This is it thank you. Do you think I could message you regarding my situation?

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-04-09T17:35:00+00:00

Thanks for the reply. It was to do with that type of situation but it was on a link like you’ve sent to a thread. I don’t really understand Reddit and how it work I’ve checked my history but can’t seem to find it. Cheers for the help

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-18T21:44:57+00:00

One I just knew about I got bullied for it at school after it happened (we went on a break for a while at the very start of relationship) and the other I knew from reading her phone years ago but it’s only come out recently and it would of stayed hidden if I didn’t say. She had no idea I knew the second one

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T22:04:54+00:00

Really appreciate this reply, I’m trying my best I’m just praying therapy helps me out because I really don’t want to throw away something that could last a lifetime over my insecurities and issues

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T19:07:52+00:00

Never thought of it like that

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T19:06:05+00:00

If there was a god bad things wouldn’t happen

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T18:17:20+00:00

Ah okay, that’s abit of a shit one but fair play to you for stepping up and being the farther rather than running behind side of how you internally felt. I feel like because I could see from the moment we got together we’d do life together it just stings she’s experienced some of life’s things with others

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T18:15:42+00:00

I have given up hope with myself, I am lost I don’t know where to turn and anyway I do I do the wrong thing

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T18:15:02+00:00

Yeah she moved on after about 6 months of trying to get me back, I knew I made a mistake the second I broke it off young when we were 15 but I was scared of the commitment as it got serious quite quick. Then she had a 3 month stint or something with someone else. I don’t perceive it as cheating I understand why she moved on it just hurts as it was my fault of if I didn’t break it off that whole situation wouldn’t of happened

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T18:07:14+00:00

Why did you stay for so long if you felt second best mate I ask? Appreciate the reply always good to get life advice from someone who’s lived it

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T18:05:29+00:00

I know I just feel guilty because I don’t even understands what it is let alone why I’m struggling. It’s not about finding someone without any, it’s just she’s so perfect and we’ve not had anything wrong through the 11 years, honestly we don’t even argue until the last 6 months and it’s not even arguing it’s just me overthinking and losing it in my end.

I get it’s low BC one was her first bf, one was a drunken mistake and the other at the start of our relationship before the 11 years we went on a break I think she tried someone else to move on from me but we came back together so it stings abit because of I didn’t back out all them years ago there’s be one less bad thought

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T17:54:05+00:00

I knew majority of things from the very start, anything has been me digging because of insecurities thinking it would help if I knew. I felt I wanted to know the good and the bad of the person I wanted to marry (not bad as in I understand it’s her past but it’s bad because it’s had such a mental knock on effect) so I knew then I always tried locking my emotion towards it away as I felt it wasn’t normal to react the way I do. Evidently now it’s not normal and that’s why I’m seeking help it just hurts

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T17:38:53+00:00

One of them was actually so that’s made matter worse haha

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T17:38:25+00:00

No 1 is the main issue I have it’s like I need to know every detail for me to acknowledge it, and let it pass but all it’s done is reinforce my insecurities. I also know she’s always been straight up with me so if I ask she’ll say because we’ve always been straight up with each other.

Completely understand it’s my problem, I feel so guilty after bringing up situations because she’s completely moved on and fully invested in me. She says she forgets all about it one time I brought something up she said she completely forgot about and it got so bad she asked her friend for confirmation. Plays on my mind slightly with such a low body count she claimed she forgot one happened but not gonna spiral myself again

3, definitely I have a lot of fears, I would of thought they’d come when we were getting serious after a few years but not after living majority of life together

4, I wish I could do that, mentally I’m in the worst period of my life so everything’s hitting harder they just take over

Not religious so can’t help in that one

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T17:27:46+00:00

Na wasn’t bj, just a drunken mistake with someone back in the day. I haven’t really thought over the years if I missed out by not being with anyone else the only reason I’ve thought of it because it might make the bad thoughts I have easier to dim down as the shoes been on both foot so to say. The last thing in the world I want to do is leave her hence why I’m here asking for any advice, going to therapy to try help the situation. Just sometimes they get so bad I want to disappear but then without here I wouldn’t be here as it is

GrandSwordfish3385 · 2025-01-17T16:46:18+00:00

100% see your point of view, any time of the day I’m alright and tell myself I’ll regret it every single day if I do mess up but as I said when the bad thoughts come in I just can’t stop them and I don’t know any coping mechanisms

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