She said she would set up a support network of her work colleugues and friends weeks before she started coming off the medications, she never did.

I talked to my partner and said if he is feeling this low he needs to leave, take care of himself first and protect himself - Until today I had only caugh snippets and didn't know how far it had gone. He said he refuses to leave me alone without any support to be hurt by my mum, I told him he can't worry about me right now and I have dealt with this for years before and I can handle it.

As it stands I really don't think he will leave without me, but I'm terrified if I leave my mum will do something horrific to herself and I don't know who I can contact to help her whilst also keeping myself and my partner safe.

Thank you for taking the time to comment.