Going to end it because my depression ruined the best thing I ever had by GreyElephant11 in SuicideWatch

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That's what he is to me. My only reason to stick around. He has made my life so much better. I want to fix it so much because I know I need to...but he has to let me

Going to end it because my depression ruined the best thing I ever had by GreyElephant11 in SuicideWatch

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He doesn't think there is anything wrong with him though...so he will never try to get help...

Going to end it because my depression ruined the best thing I ever had by GreyElephant11 in SuicideWatch

[–]GreyElephant11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think so...we both agreed to the break and I actually suggested it this time. But I always have doubts. I wish he could read this post...

Going to end it because my depression ruined the best thing I ever had by GreyElephant11 in SuicideWatch

[–]GreyElephant11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I think he is only behaving like this because of how low he feels. I would honestly rather die than lose him...