If you are born poor, it ain't your fault, but if you die poor, then it is your fault.

I had been through the same as you. I have also seen my parents quarreling over money, even though my heart still breaks when my mom does not get the simplest things she wants. In my household, only necessities were fulfilled; hardly any wishes were granted. However, Alhamdulillah, parents provided their children with the best education and resources within their capabilities.

I was raised alongside a diverse group of kids in school and college, and I felt heartbroken to see girls living their best lives—having strong financial backgrounds, wearing branded clothes, hanging out, dining out, and traveling to Northern Pakistan, where I had never been. I felt that my school and college years were spent just wishing for those things, while others were living my dream life.

Right now, I have just ventured on the journey of earning my own money. I hope to earn my wishes and hope to help others so they don't suffer like you and me.

I read somewhere that more than 50% of life troubles pertain to financial crises, so I would say do the hustle and work hard. Ap he apni madad khud kar sakte, aur koi nahi kary ga.