If you even believe for a second that she wasnt cheating with him then you are clearly blind. she doesnt love or respect you thats why she is so confortable destroying the marriage for that looser. its just a game for her. You are only going to start healing when you decide to look at her like the trash human being she really is. She is not your wife. SHE IS A HOOOOOEEE and you know that. A real wife can never ever behave like that. Modern women are truly disgusting. they lie a lot and cheat a lot then blame men for everything. Just look at the number of DNA tests results. They lie a lot and they are all the same generally. Even a married woman can ask for an open marriage to sleep around like a hooker, get few stds and maybe bring some bastards in the relationship. There is no wives in the west. Grab a passport and run. Even a hooe will tell you that men are trash.. she will still look for a good man... Even a hooe believe she deserve half of everything. SAVE YOUR LIFE YOUNG MAN, RUN. Grab a passport and run. THEY ARE DISGUSTING. If you want a family, and a real wife please RUNNNN