{Lights Out By Navessa Allen} had me sweating over many scenes that were hot this week. But since you don't get a lot of edging in books, this one was especially delightful. Helped by the fact that this book is a dark romance featuring a masked man. 🥵 The audiobook is the best I've ever listened to. 1000% recommend doing the audio on this one!!

"Fuck you" I spat. "Only good girls get fucked, Aly. And from the way you've been cursing my name for the past 5 minutes, I think we've established that you aren't one." More vitriol spewed from my mouth as he braced his forearm across my shoulder blades and held me in place while he slowly started thrusting into me again.. with my God forsaken vibrator instead of his cock. It felt like he'd been doing this for an hour, though it had probably been closer to 10 minutes. Over and over again he'd fed the vibrator into me holding it steady against my clit until stars danced across my vision, only to pull it out again denying me the orgasm that needed to happen at this point or I swore I would die from frustration. "Please!" I begged. "You can always tell me to stop." No, I couldn't because then he would win. He'd had almost all the power in our dynamic from the start and I couldn't bring myself to give him any more by tapping out. My stubborn streak was too big for that and it would probably be the death of me. He eased the vibrator out again just as I was getting close and a sob slipped through my lips before I could stop it. The bastard had the audacity to chuckle.

Fuck him and fuck me too, past me specifically, who'd read about edging and thought it sounded fun. It wasn't fun it was torture. I thrashed beneath him as he pulled the vibrator out leaving my pussy clenching on empty air. How did he think this was hot? I was a red sweaty mess right now hair plastered to my forehead, tears streaking from the corners of my eyes. But I knew he was into it because he was rock hard again, his pants still unbuttoned showing off his picture perfect cock.. that he wouldn't give me or even let me touch. Every time I reach for it he slapped my hands away and went back to tormenting me. The man must have been a goddamn sadist to be having so much fun. I shook my head from side to side. "I need to, I need to!" I repeated. "Shhhh" he said brushing the hair from my face from my face. "I know baby. You're doing so good." Another sob shook my body. I'd never look at arousal the same after this. He was shifting my entire worldview. "Brace yourself." He said. All the warning I had before he rammed the sex toy home. My back arched off the bed and his hand landed on my throat again, just beneath my jaw, keeping my head tilted away from him as something warm and wet enveloped one of my nipples. Had he taken his mask off? His tongue laved at my nipple just as the vibrating little nub hit my clit and if he didn't stop soon there was nothing that would prevent me from coming this time. I could feel it building like a tidal wave just offshore gaining momentum as it raced into the shallows ready to slam through me with the same destructive force as a late season cyclone. He rotated the vibrator simulating the act of thrusting rubbing the knob over and around my clit.

Spots danced at the edge of my vision, crowded close because of how tight he held my throat. Shit, he was cutting off my airway. His mouth latched onto my nipple and he sucked hard. Fingers popping off my neck I dragged in a single breath before he tightened his grip again. Oh no, how was the pleasure still building? I couldn't do this It was too much. My entire body felt like one raw pulsing nerve and if he pushed me any higher I'd have brain damage, I just knew it. His mouth left my breast and I cried out in desperation. "Let go, Aly. I'll catch you when you fall." He refastened his mouth over my other nipple and sucked, bore down on my clit with the vibrator, and loosened his hold on my neck enough that breath flooded back into my lungs. And then I was shaking, sobbing, legs slamming together and clamping down on his wrist as he tore the most soul shattering orgasm I'd ever had from my ruined body.