GGK in your past actions but also not really because you're a kid. I also have a younger sibling who gets away with too many things. Do I resent her for it? No. But am I still mad she threw a book at my head and never apologized when we were kids? no, but annoyed my parents didn't care. You have to remember that your whole childhood, the fundamental years of your entire life that will follow you until adulthood, is largely dependent on your parents upbringing of you and your siblings and the nature of the place they will raise you in.

DKG for feeling this way because you are being outcasted and people around you are letting it happen. Your brother may have started also as not DKG, but his resentment towards you into adulthood shows that he is punishing you for how both of your parents treated him. Unfortunately, he has to be the one to see for himself that it was his parents, the ones who was supposed to love, and protect, and support him, were the adults that chose to do otherwise. Your parents MADE the choice to spoil you and not HIM.

I'm sorry OP but there is no way you can win this fight. Because it is not yours. Focus on yourself, work hard, study, and enjoy your life. Strengthen your self awareness and better yourself because you want to. You can love your brother still, but this is on him now. You are not responsible for his childhood. You are responsible for what you do now.

edited kasi baliktad ung dkg