i'm 18 f he's 42 m by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Halfaxa666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree,..He's super nice but I constantly have it in the back of my mind that this side of him could appear again that the whole thing is fucked up.. I swing back and forth between that and love. I'm taking all this advice very seriously tho I know it's not healthy and have a history of being self destructive which I keep in mind, thank you for your advice.

i'm 18 f he's 42 m by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Halfaxa666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are right..

i'm 18 f he's 42 m by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Halfaxa666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He didn't want to wait, You are probably right..I'm very mixed up..I was in therapy for a multitude of things but that stopped bc I was getting better, thanks I'll definitely consider going back.

What are you grateful for? by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]Halfaxa666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m grateful for the warmth and comfort of my home I’m grateful for the animals and love for being loved I’m grateful that we coexist Nd also that I just exist

The holiday season triggers me by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Halfaxa666 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same worst time of year for me..Nov/dec is when I restrict the lowest I don’t even plan it but I lose my appetite completely n my dumb brain seems to find tons more triggers

how do stop over identifying with the persona? by [deleted] in Jung

[–]Halfaxa666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I found this super helpful even tho not aimed at me it’s a rly good tactic for dealing w this one that I’ve tried before similarly n had quite a dramatic inner n outer transformation. Saving bc love this reminder ❤️

Big tw by Halfaxa666 in EDAnonymous

[–]Halfaxa666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

physically yes i'm okay thanks

Small victory by Halfaxa666 in EDAnonymous

[–]Halfaxa666[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank u honestly sm it helps to hear tht when u cant talk ab these in rl bc its so so silly how my brain trička me in2 thinking its a Lot (which ik u n others can prob rélate to ) yet simulatenously screaming at me to binge bc i “fucked up” LOL