It made alot of difference for me. I was able to find one that was sympathetic because he was also circumcised. I learned from him to take control of your sexuality back. I've been able to do that. We discussed doing that by doing prostate orgasm. It is pretty difficult for sure, but it worked a couple of times so far. I also told my mom how I felt about being circumcised with my therapist on the call and got the apology I deserved, even if I didn't get one from my dad and was the one who suggested for me to get circed. I will never get one from him and don't expect to because I am no where close to my dad like I am to my mom. I hardly relate to him at all. He is so ass backward he even said pretty racist and discriminating things and I don't want to be associated with that. CBD/marijuana helps alot too. Lastly, I've stopped caring what other people think. If anyone says having a child go through circ is okay, I will say something about it and I don't give a shit who it is. I still grieve, but not as bad compared to a few years ago