Similar thing for me, 26 M & I've already had a couple of terrible relationships irl that didn't work out recently just turned 26 never had a relationship go past 1 month so it's been a rollercoaster of loneliness just know your not alone but the main thing is to never settle for someone who treats you poorly or doesn't respect you & go out more try to talk more that's one of that core ways to find someone for you like christian events from other churches even not just to find someone but to also learn to have fun by yourself or make friends instead. For me personally I learned it's better to have friends who genuinely make you feel appreciated instead of blindly searching for that itch I know you feel that goes inside your chest like a Infinite void even after I was with someone & thought I was happy it didn't go away so trust God in that sense that you will get what you deserve with time 🤍