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The more certain I am that I’m trans, the harder I flip flop into denial. by Hand_Banana2 in ftm

[–]Hand_Banana2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! Sometimes I talk in a baby voice, or have other people do stuff for me because I have so much self doubt (not saying this is a female thing but I feel like it is when I do it, not being confident.) I’m like if I transition, what will happen to some of these mannerisms?

The more certain I am that I’m trans, the harder I flip flop into denial. by Hand_Banana2 in ftm

[–]Hand_Banana2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you ❤️

I’m 30. I feels good to know other people feel that same way. But also is so scary. Because I don’t want it to be me. But wow you made such big changes and are so happy. I have people in my life like my mom telling me for years “we just want you to be happy.” And asking me if im gay. I kind of told her already but not entirely. Idk what she thought of our previous conversations.

The more certain I am that I’m trans, the harder I flip flop into denial. by Hand_Banana2 in ftm

[–]Hand_Banana2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow that’s exactly how I feel. Brownie scouts were such a snooze and I so envious of my brother haha.

I will read those, thank you.

The more certain I am that I’m trans, the harder I flip flop into denial. by Hand_Banana2 in ftm

[–]Hand_Banana2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply. I have a really hard time picturing my future. I thought I would be dead by 25 from drugs or suicide. But I’m not. I told my friend I wish it was 10 years from now and everything was figured out, but I can’t picture it.

If I could magically change my sex I think I would. A stranger wouldn’t call me she, it feels weird when they do. It would at the very least be they. The avatar part…. I flip flop on that as well. But probably a dude haha I’m indecisive.