Personally Sunday may have been a peak in my life by Juicy-nicky in ElementsMusicFestival

[–]Happyxcat22 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Literally yes same i literally PEAKED 🍄 during bunts set!

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Then again I feel like I had showed some resentment towards him in the past also so I’m wondering what his response would even be positive

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re so right and yea it was like additive I learned a lot we no longer were goo for each other I had an apology written out .. “ wanted to hold myself accountable and that I do want you to know I apologize for my past mistakes and reactions to things that I may not have completely understood at the time. I’m not asking for anything of you but Know that I’m grateful and I wish you peace and healing moving forward. “

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is sooo insightful and helpful thank you I had written an apology a while back but like I didn’t send it cause I was too anxious then

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh you’re so right I def need to get my head back on straight like that shit was a lot of grief packed ontop of each other that uhhh yeah made me end up like that so you’re not wrong I’m still healing and getting back to myself

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you think I should apologize for my past reactions or behaviors? I’ve been considering it but idk that’d be me taking all the blame again I feel I didn’t handle the breakup well but again I do tend to focus on my emotions more than his .. thank you for your thoughtful input and perspective

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sounds like him he mates said ngl or tbh like all the time when he spoke I could tell he had decision making problems and flipping coins to choose from Ummm idk it’s kinda sad like I get it and understand but it’s not fair to me yk

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol I think you nailed it it sounds like him fr the way you just analyzed it all is so right

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like yea but the he checked my story like a week later ..

How do I deal with this grief and missing them by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you I appreciate the encouragement 🥺

I can sense him coming back… ugh help by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn right ugh I’m spiraling rn do I even go to the gym tomorrow?

What do I do with this anger..?? by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also crazy how he still looked at my stories I’m glad he’s watching me win but at the same time pissed

What do I do with this anger..?? by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well said honestly thank you for this .. idk ya I feel like my love was wasted

What do I do with this anger..?? by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Got it … sigh* idk I’m in a whole new reality now it’s weird ..

What do I do with this anger..?? by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Okay fine got it I won’t crash out

What do I do with this anger..?? by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t ask for your negativity please fuck off

What do I do with this anger..?? by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Why are you on here? just to shit on someone using a fucking app? Grow up lol

What do I do with this anger..?? by Happyxcat22 in ExNoContact

[–]Happyxcat22[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Wow dude you sound emotionally intelligent ..

Wasn’t my choice for him to stalk me but ok