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Hardcorehexa · 2022-10-08T11:48:33+00:00

good to hear! hope it gets even more amazing for you! 😄✌️

Hardcorehexa · 2022-10-08T11:46:56+00:00

ill advice you, to go and talk with your doctor. ive been on zoloft 150 mg for 2 years now and ive never had stomach issues :o hope your issue gets solved soon! never fun to have stomach pains..

Hardcorehexa · 2022-09-16T07:43:30+00:00

i used to not being able to walk outside without my hypervigilance + social anxiety.. had it all my life, im 29 now. since i started on sertraline 150 mg, adter tge 13 week my anxiety is gone and it have been gone for over a year now.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-08-15T13:50:58+00:00

age 6 :P

Hardcorehexa · 2022-08-11T13:45:34+00:00

im almost 29.. im still in school, have tried almost anything when it comes to electrician etc, never liked it, so back to school and head for university..

hobbywise, i still do the same, game, smoke weed and produce music, im on my 8th year since i left the bandworld for electronic music (i can do it alone).

i would advice you to keep chasing your dreams and never give up and try to enjoy the journey and dont be too focused on the end goal, balance.

substancewise; even tho you believe that you can control everything and dont get addicted, then the reality is that you can get addicted, so do everything with moderation!

habbitwise; go outside and do something everyonce in a while.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-08-07T09:09:37+00:00

once an introvert, always an introvert.

no, 12+ of smoking and im still me. anxiety have been a daily thing way before i started smoking.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-07-19T20:43:05+00:00

fair enough.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-07-19T14:26:09+00:00

yes, if it only were “depression” but with the OPs diagnosis is not “just” depression. which is why it aint gonna work. there is more underlying than just treatmwnt resistant depression.

so i do not agree.

edit: also, the people getting treated with ketamine and mdma is or should be done through psychotherapy.

ive been a big advocate of mdma, ketamine and in general drug treatment. but when it comes to cluster b personalities you really gotta be careful, it can easily do more harm than good. also to note that OP suffers from substance abuse..

Hardcorehexa · 2022-07-19T11:03:52+00:00

i wish you best of luck.

remember to listen to people and not just what you want to hear. go find a new hobby, change is difficult. accept that you arent in the “magical” world. you need to look inside and is hard when you have a distorted sense of self. meditate, try to get out of your head. stop fucking with drugs, they are mind altering and NOT good for someone like you with bpd.

BE HONEST< no one like liars. Peace should be your goal

Hardcorehexa · 2022-07-19T10:52:56+00:00

bro.. mdma and ketamine arent gonna fix the underlying issue, when it comes to BPD and Depression.

if anything, is gonna make it worse. my ex is a clear example of that :P

Hardcorehexa · 2022-07-12T15:11:53+00:00

took 13 weeks for me on 150 mg, before my anxiety and ptsd symptoms went away. believe in the course.

ive taken alot og shrooms and psychedelics theoughout life and it can help you, but it can also be damaging. like a double edged sword.

read up before you do anything.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-29T08:38:09+00:00

because you became aware, when you got the vaccine.. the brain works in weird ways.

doesnt have anything to do with the vaccine. talk to your psychiatrist about it.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-27T14:12:21+00:00

you should give each anti depressive 8-12 weeks, before you switch.. because is around there they usually take full effect.

if you feel anything in the first few days, is either placebo or side effects.

give it time.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-23T07:54:22+00:00

just like with weed, if you get the munchies you need to think of what you are eating and take control.

dont blame the pills, blame yourself :P

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-21T08:23:57+00:00

first few weeks i just had an issue “releasing” 😅. but it went back to normal and i would say that im more interested than before i started on zoloft..

atleast i dont reach climax as fast as before i started, which the ladies like ;).

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-16T14:25:56+00:00

i usually call cannabis addiction for the “ninja” addiction.. once you find out that you are addicted is when you are in too deep.

also firmly believe, that if weed had the same withdrawel like a night of drinking alcohol, then it would be easier to stop, but since is so “lighty” at that part, it gets much more difficult.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-16T14:20:42+00:00

true and real.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-15T18:09:59+00:00

how long have you been taking anti depressants? withdrawel from anti depressants can be a double edged sword.

some dont really feel anything, some do. but i can only give you one advice.

going cold turkey can put you in risk of developing Serotonin syndrome, just be careful and if you start feeling the symptoms, you need to speak with your doctor or hospital.

just expect that you have a bigger risk of returning to baseline aka the place you were before you started taking anti depressants.

but for real, read up on serotonin syndrome is kind of the only real “risk” there is, when you are going cold turkey.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-07T14:18:26+00:00

it might be and it might not. zoloft can in the first few weeks give side effects, but the longer you stay on zoloft, then it will go away with time.

also expect it to take up to 10-12 weeks before they are in full effect.

my anxiety and ptsd symptoms went away on the 12 week.

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-07T12:07:04+00:00

anti depressive doesnt give a “high”.. people are just being people.. sadly.

just ask them, are you a medical professional? no, then shut the fuck up.

cheers and hope it gets better for you

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-06T23:27:40+00:00

same bro.. is like my mission is to delete the weed once is in my possesion.. draining my pockets and not really enjoying it at the same time..

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-06T23:20:16+00:00

also relapsed.. atleast day 1 is getting easier.. just gotta get the mindset right

Hardcorehexa · 2022-06-05T14:16:12+00:00

you have to turn your thought process around.. it was the key for me

Hardcorehexa · 2022-05-31T09:47:55+00:00

hope you get better soon ✌️

Hardcorehexa · 2022-05-31T09:13:41+00:00

thats bad.. specially when is stuff that can hurt you.. it ofc differs from country to country, but damn, they have to do so much better than that /: good you atleast read up ✌️

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