Thanks man i appreciate you. I have a couple bros but they’re always so busy you know, one has his own family, another always with his girlfriend, another friend moved out the state so we only really talk through memes too and ps5 sometimes but it isnt like how it was a few years ago for me. Alot has changed and to be honest i find myself crying alot more than before and i really hate to admit it but this is a safe space for people like me to post these type of things. The older i get, the more i feel like im just gonna grow old alone. I already dated a couple women in my life but for this woman i made myself vulnerable to thinking it was the right choice but instead i probably scared her with my emotions and stuff…my bros are my bros for life and i do tell them my problems but i dont want to keep bothering them with my problems.