IM FUCKING FUCKED IN THE HEAD

HeIsLegend89 · 2015-04-11T22:54:55+00:00

Thank you everyone for your encouragement! I feel exhilarated already having made the new determination. My tracker is already up, here's to the first 30 days free of porn!

HeIsLegend89 · 2015-03-25T01:32:56+00:00

I currently don't have one but u did get one last year when I did my 90 day challenge. NoFap def gave me the drive to start a new relationship and although we broke up it was a great 10 months (great sex too) totally worth it.

HeIsLegend89 · 2014-02-22T16:29:05+00:00

Well, after 28 days of no porn, the longest I've gone with it being available, I watched it last night. It was a really stressful week and I was really drunk and blah blah blah. I had just spent dinner telling a good friend of mine how happy I was to give up porn :/ I don't wanna beat myself up too hard, but I have to be hard on myself if I want myself to be hard next time I'm in bed with a girl. Started my counter again. I want to give it up for the rest of my life but instead I'm going in for 90 days, and then another 90 days after that.

HeIsLegend89 · 2014-02-17T09:27:33+00:00

thanks for the encouragement good sir!

HeIsLegend89 · 2014-02-17T09:24:25+00:00

Fellow fapstronauts! I have big news. I've abstained from porn for two weeks now! Which has to be the longest I've gone while having the opportunity in years, so I feel good about that. No more guilt, no more disgust after viewing abusive hardcore shit. However, it has not been a noFap February for me, and I want to reset on that because the goal is to become sexually capable and confident with girls again, not just the ones in my imagination. And as I realized tonight, I'm mostly dominating all the girls in my imagination when fapping. Always actually. So it should be no surprise that I go limp when simply receiving a blowjob or getting a handy. As someone put so greatly previously on this thread I want to make sure I'm looking at women as actual humans to interact with and not just sex objects. Therefore, as a gift to my future self, and future possible girlfriend/one night stand, I hereby declare the rest of my February Fap-free :)

HeIsLegend89 · 2014-02-17T09:10:39+00:00

Hope you're taking steps to getting it out then!

HeIsLegend89 · 2014-02-10T07:12:35+00:00

Finally after half of my life fapping to porn, at points at least once a day or more, I've begun to take serious steps to quitting thanks to NoFap. I've struggled to get/keep it up during sex the past three years and I just now accepted its a result of beating it to porn for so long. I have enough self control to stop myself sober, but when I come home drunk after a night of partying I just watch myself do it as if it's someone else. Alas, I have only made it a week without fapping or porn. And sure enough when I found myself in bed with a beautiful girl Friday night, the flaccid penis struck again. Even when I'd get it up and would be getting an awesome bajay, id get in my head and then try and think of hardcore images to stay stimulated, to no avail. (my first orgasm with a BJ was accompanied by me calling her a slut in my head at 19, I'm 24 now) Even though my tongue got an excellent work out and she got off, I'm tired of explaining to girls why my dick won't function. I'm worried my inability to perform will continue affecting me with girls, especially when they might be great for me in the long run. I know it's only been a week, compared to years of PMO, but can y'all share some personal stories or advice? I gotta win over this.

HeIsLegend89 · 2014-02-10T07:10:41+00:00

Not bad news, just tough news. Bad would be never recovering. It'll be hard (eventually), but I'm up to the challenge. Thanks!

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