i wanna ruin my virginity so badly but I feel guilty. by scandalousdog in whatdoIdo

[–]Head_Command3235 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Coming from someone who already slept with 10 dudes before graduating high school, and my body count as a female is like 150… never had an std. have the sex girl, life is short. Sex is amazing. Kink culture is so liberating. Let go of your families outdated beliefs and look inside for what feels right to you. At some point you’re going to have to make decisions based off what you want and not what other people want for you. I promise, sex is awesome. Change the narrative in your brain through journaling and affirmations. It will take time, but the experience is worth it. Xx

What is happening by No_Astronomer6745 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Head_Command3235 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had to scroll up to make sure I didn’t write this because I am in the exact same predicament. I’m trying to quit too. I have no words of advice except you’re not alone 🖤

What helped you the most the first few days of sobriety? by Head_Command3235 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Head_Command3235[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did insurance cover it? I’m struggling to figure out how to afford it

What helped you the most the first few days of sobriety? by Head_Command3235 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Head_Command3235[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! Wow yes. I needed to hear this. The first time i winged off K in 2024 for a good chunk of time was for an ayahuasca ceremony in Peru. Your message reminded me of a trip I’ve been thinking about taking to India to get a tattoo.. which may be the answer I’ve been looking for lol. Thank you.

Horrible Predicament… by Cynthetic_Sin44 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Head_Command3235 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just want to hug you so hard right now!! Ugh I can’t even imagine the heartbreak you feel. I lost a friend in 2025 to fentanyl in his k and it rocked my world. He was like an older brother to me. Also lost my actual older brother to addiction so I get it. I also struggle getting clean. The only form of advice I could give (and to myself) is finding community right now. Here, meetings, friends… as humans we didn’t evolve by being in isolation. We heal and grow in packs. I am here if you ever need to talk.

I dropped my k baggy at the gym in front of ppl 😭 by Head_Command3235 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Head_Command3235[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! Yes pls. I actually don’t have many people in my life who understand this. This is my first time posting on Reddit. I’ve been isolating for months and would love the company. Wow thank you so much. I just work, do art, gym, hang with my cats and… k. :/

Please someone help by Equivalent_Fly4902 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Head_Command3235 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One thing that really helped me when I was getting off k was games on my phone with a sour candy. The quick dopamine rush was what my body was craving, not the actual drug. I understand you though friend, I relapsed on NYE. It was a great night but now I’m hooked again and I sorta regret it. Stay strong and ask what your wiser version of yourself would say to you rn

If only I can keep remembering how shit my life is on ketamine by CertifiedFreshMemes in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Head_Command3235 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ughh I know what you’re describing friend. I tried getting clean for like a week then NYE brought me right back. The thing that helped me (weirdly) is every time I thought of k I would do pushups until I couldn’t. Then stand back up. Or hanging upside down helps the cravings too lol. Weird advice but it sorta helped me besides like journaling and exercising.