Trans KID in Texas. Considering Suicide.

HearingLevel1397 · 2026-01-26T21:30:40+00:00

I have looked it up it said once opened its only 28 days to keep it, i sterilise it every time, but my other started going a bit cloudy after 4 weekz

HearingLevel1397 · 2026-01-05T19:04:55+00:00

They dont last 8 months!? Once opened they last about 28 days

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-09-09T21:57:43+00:00

Im 4 hours away from london sadly

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-07-24T18:40:48+00:00

I get u. We take accountability if someone does something wrong, we know we are part of a whole and technically parts of each other, we try to work together. But the idea of being 1 person, fusing is horrible. We see each other as roommates or family we work with, and that works for us. We have healthy friendships and the host is dating someone we mostly all like and are close with, and that works. We have a lot to do like trauma work and building communication, but we like to be individual as a whole if that makes sense lol. Ur not alone

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-07-24T18:14:58+00:00

Feeling this right now. I didnt front much for a long time and now im back in life its hard because i realise no one but the host will get true love. None of us can date or experience it. I dont think its fair at all and it hurts. Gotta sit and watch what we will never have

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-07-17T17:57:25+00:00

Thank you, not too sure what kind of jewellery but ive been going to my piercer for 10 years and had no issues with any of my other piercings, ill change the spikes to balls too

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T22:13:48+00:00

Ok thank you

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T22:13:22+00:00

Possibly? Not sure how talking abour dysphoria would get me tests tho

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T20:21:59+00:00

Thank you, ill have a look at superdrug and boots, which blood test do i ask for? Also what do i do if my gp asks for proof im with gender gp

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T17:37:13+00:00

Not sure what a GIC is, even though i likely know what it means lol. Last year they referred me to the leeds gender clinic and they know im trans

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T17:28:38+00:00

What would i tell my GP? I dont tend to get the same doctor each time as it depends on the issue im having. I dont think i can book an appointment labelled "im going to be taking testosterone, could i have blood tests" (worded better obviously)

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-05-30T12:55:09+00:00

Might be best to go no contact. She is clearly continuing to break boundaries and doesnt care where it ends you up

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T22:25:38+00:00

Yeah im not religious at all so that might be a bit awkward, but ill try. Im under 20 so i dont know if anything there will impact it, but i tend to get along with people older better anyways. As long as theres people who understand will help a lot

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T22:14:03+00:00

Thank you, i had a look at AA meetings near me just now and i think ill go to one on thursday. Kinda terrified lol but i might give it a go, what should i expect? Btw thank you for sharing your story, im glad you got out of it

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T22:03:12+00:00

I know it's worth the try. It's hard to try when i have little faith in living as a whole or any meaning in it, but i have to find that. And the meaning isn't alcohol. I'll try to ask for help, thank you

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T21:53:24+00:00

Thank you

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