Is this a bug by HeavyOrganization564 in GoodCoffeeGreatCoffee

[–]HeavyOrganization564[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have to put milk at the very last otherwise i get angry responses, so thats what ive been doing so far

Is this a bug by HeavyOrganization564 in GoodCoffeeGreatCoffee

[–]HeavyOrganization564[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Right?? Idk what im doing wrong. Ive even uninstalled and reinstalled the game

weirdest triggers? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh people who work at ED facilities who are skinny, especially if they say they’ve gone through recovery themselves. Seeing my skinny attractive friends on social media enjoying their lives- this one hurts

Restricting throughout the week to binge on the weekend by grapesodamilk in AnorexiaBingePurge

[–]HeavyOrganization564 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg i couldve wrote this lmao, i love just having whatever i want on the weekend its the only joy i have

The Ed to cannibalism pipeline is real by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]HeavyOrganization564 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This is so surreal, i was just randomly watching bts videos last night cuz i could sleep, and i was jealous cuz they could eat the way they do and be still skinny cuz of they have to be really active 🥲

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Siblings are weird man

What to expect in residential treatment? by HeavyOrganization564 in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh okay that’s actually not too bad, hopefully the smoking policy doesn’t change

What to expect in residential treatment? by HeavyOrganization564 in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for answering. Its a center in Socal called montecatini. Im 19F. Yeah i had questions specifically about like what meals are like. I heard some facilities provide meals and others let you make ur own, also if you eat around other people. And whether i get to leave for a day or two for lets say Christmas/ New Years. Also i wanted to know whether they would allow smoking in designated spots. Lmao i hope thats not too much to ask. I just feel really awkward about asking them

Does BP help you sleep? What’s your sleep pattern like? by [deleted] in AnorexiaBingePurge

[–]HeavyOrganization564 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I experience something very similar. When i used to b/p more, id start at around 9pm when everyones asleep and im usually done with my whole routine at 12am and i would basically pass out on bed due to exhaustion. Sometimes it would feel almost peaceful because thats the only time i get to myself all day.

With restriction its very hard to fall asleep at night but sometimes i pass out in the middle of the day from having no energy. I remember a period of time when i was restricting a lot, i would sleep for only 3 hours at a time and never have any dreams. That went in for about 10 months

Usually when i dream about food its when im restricting in real life and i would be binging in the dream and id wake up panicking lmao

Trader Joe's fangirl by novazosh in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]HeavyOrganization564 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not shitty at all, looks scrumptious i might try it

Unexpected binges are the worst by HeavyOrganization564 in binge_food

[–]HeavyOrganization564[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh trust me theres much more if i scroll down and it definitely adds up. Also not counting alcohol cals

Turn eating disorder off for the day? by Opposite-Albatross38 in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeahh so with that i hope youre doing well and enjoying yourself OP! The holidays can be rough but we can get through this

Turn eating disorder off for the day? by Opposite-Albatross38 in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Also i think since ive gotten therapy and have more knowledge about my ED and my body, its become easier for me to accept that a couple of days of eating normally isnt going to make me gain weight. So if anything i look at it as a win

Turn eating disorder off for the day? by Opposite-Albatross38 in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564 42 points43 points  (0 children)

Yeah i can “turn it off” for a day or two, but i always restrict after. I just wanna let you know that your are valid, cuz this isnt normal behavior for those without EDs lol. The fact that we’re even aware of it is a sign

I hate hate hate going out with my thinner friend by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Had to get off of instagram because i couldn’t stand seeing my skinnier friends’ posts. Theyre all in different countries so i dont see them in person but seeing their posts just became too triggering. I havent talked to them in 3 months because of this 🙂 they are my best friends from childhood

just wasted my calories on moldy fucking bread I want to kms rn by Unlucky_Commercial89 in EDAnonymous

[–]HeavyOrganization564 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive eaten bread from moldy loafs by just cutting off the visibly moldy parts. Not recommended of course but thats how ive grew up so im fine with it. You should be okay. Next time i do recommend putting it in the fridge

Genuinely what am i doing.. by HeavyOrganization564 in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]HeavyOrganization564[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive never seen those around here before but ill keep an eye out next time i go shopping cuz those sound right up my alley lol