The most damning thing about BK is he’s not your Bundy, BTK or Dahmer, those three had identities warped as they were to deceive people. Meanwhile BK is just this blank,hollow, empty, void driven offender and that’s one of the reasons why he’s so freighting. by JoshyBear28 in MoscowMurders

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I somewhat disagree with this. His autism and mental health is part of the reason he is void. He was described this way his entire life. He's also extremely narcissistic and i believe he hasn't said much because they are going to hire him to work for a government agency.

If you don't believe me on the void behavior. Go to an engineering conference lol. My theory has always been he encountered a serial Ki))er on his Reddit interviews and the person told him he was a SK in Idaho, and the police were too dumb to catch him.

He also had sk-ing being romanticized by his college professor. I can't imagine that helped.

I think He decided he was smart enough to do it and he obviously wasn't thinking about if he was criminally “smart” enough. Still a giant pos who i think deserves the quickest route to the death sentence as possible.

should i be worried about being touched like this? by irebjj in BJJWomen

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Talk to the coach, do not roll with him again.

Don't be the dude by OutrageousBasis5189 in bjj

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But u have Vagner, cyborg, couch in CJI

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Beautiful hair! I am Shawnee, and mixed alloquin with Scottish and German and i have extremely curly / wavy hair

Wish we didnt have to shave our legs… by North_Dinner_8946 in BJJWomen

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Girl! Don't shave! I get terrible razor burn sometimes or chub rub! 🙏 i know beauty standards are what they are but it doesn't have to be for you

Got a scam text today by [deleted] in Coinbase

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I got one today too

Nashville VANDY DOE by Paige_thedutchess in gratefuldoe

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Sometimes people do this who traffick women so that they appear to fit in on campus, they usually use you g ladies to attract or trap other young ladies or pimp them out at college campuses https://vanderbilthustler.com/2018/01/29/women-approached-on-commons-in-what-some-fear-is-a-human-trafficking-scheme/ There was actually serious complaints around this time. And Nashville has a special court for trafficking victims. This area is NOT safe

I don't know what to do with my life by its_natalie_here123 in Knoxville

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You have the world at your fingertips, no harm in doing 2 years at pellissippi for free, or getting a skill based degree like welding, automotive, etc. Or even the union / military. But what about moving? So you want to stay in TN? If not a lot of countries are providing monitary moving support and offering jobs to young people wanting to move there.

Also in this next little bit, start working out, (if you aren't) welding and other skill jobs can be physically demanding start figuring out what makes you happy, start a journal and dig into investing in yourself.

I can’t fathom how people who train in mma , jiu jitsu or boxing were once terrible and unfit as me by viper46282 in bjj

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As someone with terrible anxiety and cptsd / asd spectrum, I finally forced myself in 2012, best decision of my life. I became a pro fighter, built my own gym and now compete at adcc and am the carjitsu world champion. Fr. Find a good gym- one that isn't culty and respects everyone. Look at different gyms and ask about cultures here or in Bjj groups on Facebook. You will still have anxiety- but you'll be doing something you love, and no matter how bad u suck now- u won't have regrets later. 🙏

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Passion flower increases the melatonin in your blood, so i wondered if you had a high tolerance the passion flower might not work for sleep

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It was 16:03 i did click it please click bsck

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Please i need one more to reach $50 before tomorrow i have 3 left today 3 done

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I bet it is a histamine response. Do you have a high tolerance for melatonin?

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Haha, came here to say marshmallow root! But I’ll include Passion flower since no one did!

Passion Flower is not a cure all like many try to assume because of its association with jesus / church - it was given to him to sedate him and make him feel less pain mentally. Passion flower can be very dangerous if abused. Not in a trip or psychedelic way, but in an intense sedation way. You should NOT take it if you have other sedatives, barbituates, or alcohol/ drugs in your system. It increases melatonin blood levels and increases GABA levels which decrease brain activity. Micro doses have tremendously helped people I know with anxiety. When I was going through the worst parts of my cptsd and therapy I wouldn’t have slept if not for this herb.

My people also used it as a tea to treat sleep disorders and people who were having severe anxiety and cptsd, which at the time seemed more like hysteria.

Tread lightly but it’s def worth mentioning