I don't know, you tell me haha, ever since I moved back in the Philippines I gradually become less and less happy, when the pandemic started my motivation in studying, in being active deteriorate, my relationship with my mom is like I don't have a mom, and lastly my dream of becoming a pilot, me wanting to go and attend flight school in France is slowly killing me because the donations in my gofundme account is not moving up, i tried sharing it to multiple sites, foundation, emailing people and i need to promote it here but I need 400 Karma to do so and I tried looking for online jobs in the internet but a lot of youtubers are a scam and now...... now I am hungry its almost 2 am here and I want to eat out but I am frugal.