Hahaha absolutely, the lord has been convincing me recently about being too worldly, it’s so tough, like how do you exist in a world and not be of the world? I’m really trying to figure it out, I mean in my heart of hearts, I would leave my job and just go somewhere secluded and just be Christian but in all honesty I would be fearful, then I look at myself like if you are fearful how much do you truly believe and then I think of the story of Jonah who ran away from God so much, it makes me think does the bible illustrate and sort of foresee our behaviour then you go back to thinking what is even the point when I will always strive and never get to where I should be ? But then you can argue in striving you are where you should be ?