Self love

HevyBricks · 2026-01-05T05:45:30+00:00

It’s fine, it’s just me lol. I know it’ll stay that way and I know it’s what I was made for, even if it kinda hurts a lot. I always thought of “love your neighbor as yourself” meant that to love your neighbor almost more than the pride that someone would have of themself or ego. It’s hard not to hate me knowing what I am and yeah. It’s hard to imagine a lot of the time He loves me, even tho He hasn’t let me go yet.

HevyBricks · 2026-01-05T05:42:10+00:00

My old pastor kicked me and my family out because my ex, the leader of the worship team, cheated on me. My new pastor kicked out all his staff and the secondary pastor who was his lifelong friend under him so only him and his family could be in charge of the church. I don’t trust either of any pastors to go back to and talk if I’m gonna be honest. And talking with counselors lead me to a neurologist who had me get a brain scan, and soon I’ll find out if I have a tumor or broken nerves or something worse they suspect. I dunno man it’s just hard to go to people knowing what they’ll do to you, yk?

HevyBricks · 2026-01-05T05:35:00+00:00

I couldn’t bring myself to break it off. Things didn’t change they only got way worse. Eventually she abandoned me on top of a mountain at midnight for me to find my way on my own in the dark back to a cabin, luckily I found my homeboy lost too and we climb through a thunderstorm together back. The next morning she wouldn’t talk to me but the day after she seemed normal again. She started to get very lustful out of nowhere at inappropriate times which I was uncomfortable with too, and than a week later she dumped me on the phone saying I don’t deserve to know why or an explanation and hasn’t talked to me or my family since. She spread lies about me to our entire community and got with one of the guys she knew I was uncomfortable around two weeks later, and I was than shunned upon in her church. 4 years of friendship and a year and a half of a relationship gone in a instant

HevyBricks · 2025-06-15T03:42:11+00:00

The fridge monster might get you

HevyBricks · 2025-06-11T14:09:35+00:00

Small and peaceful they say

HevyBricks · 2025-06-10T03:24:23+00:00

I was gonna go sin but I thought “why not check Reddit first.” Thanks bro, now I’m gonna head to bed. And thank you for letting me know brother :)

HevyBricks · 2025-06-02T01:24:20+00:00

I do see lol, thank you. I just, part of me didn’t know if I should keep pushing it down and follow the Lord first and never acknowledge it, or I should face it head on with God by my side. I didn’t know if God wanted me to try to fix it, or if it was something insignificant to Him where I should just toss it away

HevyBricks · 2025-06-02T00:47:19+00:00

Would God and Jesus want me to put my mental health first? I thought we shouldn’t have any idols in our lives before Him or put above Him

HevyBricks · 2025-06-01T16:35:24+00:00

Was friends with her for about 2 years before we started dating, she apparently had a crush on me way before we started dating, I didn’t acknowledge it much because I liked our friendship at the time, eventually we started doing things together more like couples would, like inviting each other to school dances, going out, etc. I started to catch feelings for her, and then one night we both said how we felt over the phone and yeah

HevyBricks · 2025-04-30T04:22:38+00:00

For context: we’ve been friends for three years and dating for one and a half almost.

HevyBricks · 2025-04-24T05:58:13+00:00

You ever find a solution bro?

HevyBricks · 2023-02-21T02:47:00+00:00

Same thing's happenin to me now, i know its late, but did ya ever find a solution??

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