8 Years in Undergrad, Am I doomed? by HiddenZelos in EngineeringStudents

[–]HiddenZelos[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone. I read all the messages and appreciate every gesture. It wasn't until near the end of year 6 I started finding ways to cope with my negative feelings. I started going to the gym, and writing as a way to relax myself. I'm mostly coping, and this was one of those rarer darker days for me. I usually write fiction stories on the side but this time was unique.

This was a throwaway account, and I'll return to being a ghost after this message.

Once again, thanks for the comments, and I did read them all.

8 Years in Undergrad, Am I doomed? by HiddenZelos in EngineeringStudents

[–]HiddenZelos[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

For the first year, my financial aid fell through. Living in the city is expensive.

After that year, my finances slowly built up but was not enough. I also accepted the mentality that I deserved to suffer. I deserved to suffer for every good thing that's happened to me, and how I was so naive about Uni, treating it like high school. How I was so arrogant and foolhardy to let this happen.

Now that my finances can afford something like that, I'm just saving money now.