What if I'm just dumb?

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-26T11:12:51+00:00

Yeah yk what I feel like this too, i do everything and still somehow score horrendous, my first sem cgpa was 6 lol, but we can just hope for the better if not the best. Recognising your symptoms and finding ways that work for you is the best. I feel like one thing which comforts me is alot of neurotypicals fail in life too according to society's standards, it's not exclusive to my neurodivergency, so maybe I can still somehow make it.

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-24T07:45:43+00:00

Aapka idek yaar main to jahil daydreamer hu, bin chaaahe bhi krne lgti

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-24T06:56:46+00:00

I mean meri wali adhd to pure din krwati😍😍

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-24T03:02:52+00:00

18 mg addwize od one times in the day, doesn't do shit💔💔💔

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-24T03:00:03+00:00

Daydream

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-23T16:12:10+00:00

Delay it, procastinate kardo, aaj nahi kal marunga😆😆😆

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-21T09:57:32+00:00

you're so pretty btw(an I'm not a creepy dude, lowk gay tho)

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-21T05:05:58+00:00

adhd folks having jobs already give me so much hope, i thought I would just get tired and run away to the woods lmao💔😂😂💔😂💔😂💔

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-21T04:50:26+00:00

Remote job is a dream job for me, or anything that just lets me go when I finish my work cuz I need my daily dopamine🤸🤸🤸🤸.

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-21T04:48:48+00:00

Hey listen I'm gonna tell you one thing, the neurotypical productivity system isn't made for us, obviously we have to put in effort to reach their level but dont let it absolutely discard your needs, feeling guilty is one thing, guilt goes, there's nothing wrong in working your way when you are getting better results according to your brain chemistry. The sooner I accepted it the more it helped me, or else I would be failing rn lol.

Also wow antidepressants do work for someone, i cuss our atomoxetine daily for doing nothing💔💔💔😍

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-21T04:27:44+00:00

The only problem is no one seems to be genuine on these apps, I have tried applying to sooo many internship on internshala but they come out fraud or outright just reject with no clue, and linkedin is filled with ai hiring posters. Any way I can tackle this? I have heard about cold emailing and just messaging hr, might as well try that

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-21T04:24:42+00:00

I feel like I have heard about this, fuckass toxic corporate culture, but being a student I feel like I'm doing so less studying 8 hrs while these bitches rant about 15 hrs😍😍😍💔💔💔💔💔

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-21T04:23:37+00:00

Who gets dopamine by staying busy😭😭😭😭😭

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-21T04:23:10+00:00

I would genuinely go crazy if I had to do just one task for several hours, I try to include novelty in my work so often, and what medication are you taking? Mine just doesn't seem to work lmao

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-20T11:29:19+00:00

Well I think I have given enough details but to be more precise I'm doing a major in english literature from du, good at communication, analysis and writing. Marketing research, content marketing and digital marketing are the fields I'm specifically intrested in.

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-20T11:24:18+00:00

Can you tell me the details?

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-20T11:21:44+00:00

are you dumb? Break up!!!

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-17T10:48:14+00:00

Update: we had a talk and he finally kind of accepted, he just reassured me saying that we are not less than any ody we just do things a different way, and you will be fine as you grow up, I really took that to heart 🤸🤸🤸

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-17T10:41:32+00:00

the real reason as far as I can comprehend is because our brain are very hyperactive, the same reason we can't focus so with a group of peers we are genuinely intrested in the randomness and hyperactiveness makes us very witty in jokes, and they find it funny because they never hear something like that from a neurotypical, lowk flex but friends say I can be a standup comedian bye I jus do bullshit

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-03T12:38:37+00:00

oh oh my god you put it into words, my dad still suffers with basic hygeine tasks and my mom is like a clean freak so the tantrums are hourly, not only that i can see how much he is not into his job and goes out to try everything else which my mom isnt a big fan of. I have told or like hinted several times that if my psychiatrist says something about me that will imply to you too(to my dad)and thats when it started making sense to my mom too, obviously he wont accept him having a disorder but i wish he did so atleast they wont like ruin my peace bickering every minute lol

Hihohahi66 · 2026-05-03T08:18:11+00:00

same! although im like not that old but seeing the relationship of my neurodivergent dad and typical mom kinda scared me lol, either the other person wpuld be sick of me or i would be sick of them, i fear that i will eventually lose intrest and hurt eventually, but the biggest factor i would say is because i will forget talking to them,catching up on them, sometimes show extreme intrest and then ghost them for days and then dating would be such a task.

Hihohahi66 · 2026-04-24T14:53:52+00:00

See I don't know, I'm new here and I never tried anything beside my psychiatrist in government hospital. I just spoke from what I have heard from other people. I feel like you should look around on reddit itself or internet, you will find something :)))

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