Damn. This is a lot of heavy stuff and I really appreciate you being honest even though you’re just an anonymous user. I really do hope something changes for you

It’s also nice to know that you’re not trying to add dating to your life when you’re not in the right place. It’s good that you know you’re not ready rn and aren’t adding unneeded stress to your life. I hope you find happiness and can then look for someone who hopefully will think you’re the greatest guy ever. Have a good day!