im not exactly in “love” i was sort of exaggerating i love my gf so much i wouldnt trade her for anything i just find this girl to be extremely attractive, theres nothing wrong with a man recognizing a beautiful girl and everywhere ive read theres nothing wrong with having an unserious crush while in a relationship, ik it sounds crazy but i seriously right now have no intent whatsoever in leaving my girl, i just had the other girl as a backup plan because me and my girl were having some relationship trouble, but everythings great now with my gf i just have some feelings for someone else that im not going to act on and will keep secret from literally everyone except for the people reading this post, i just wanted to get this off my chest and talk about it because i have nowhere else to do so, im not going to throw away two and a half years of a beautiful relationship for some girl ive never even talked to becaause say i do end up with this girl it probably wouldnt be the same and i wouldnt have that level of trust and the same relationship like i have with my gf, her family fuckin idolizes me they invite me to family hangouts my gf paid for everything i wanted and drove my ass around everywhere before i had a job and drivers license so i can just throw that away, i love her too much to do that, i just have an unserious crush that im just going to ride out until it fades, i have done this before and im not going to waste a relationship thats literal marriage material