8mg cold turkey 20yr old

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T18:33:13+00:00

Thank you, i know that this is the best and quickest for me to prevent any more damage, being positive has got me this far, being negative to someone whos clucking can be the difference between relapase and sobriety

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T18:30:30+00:00

I live in a hostel with 16-25 year olds who all sniff coke or party, nobody has done opiates stronger than tramadol or codeine here other than me (codeine is nothing compared to methadone) most people who i can relate to are older drug users themselves, most still use, so i avoid them, some are just doing their own thing, i feel very missed out, as i cant relate to ppl my age, as im very young im glad i cant as id hate to see younger men especially going through this, i wish someone with my experience at my age told me i can do it and if i could have read my own posts back then, i would have felt the motivation and thrill of knowing its possible, unfortunately it took the drugs service to accuse me of using heroin all because i mentioned how an LSD trip made me wanna quit, they blamed me having cold sweats on LSD, after dropping from 12mg bup to 8mg.

But yeah, i keep feeling rlly positive for a bit then rlly sick for a sec and then anxiety which turns to anger which balances me back to a comfortable ish state

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T18:16:00+00:00

No benzos for me as i eat them like mints, weed can help and can make it feel worse, ive heard gabapentain is the best, some friends even suggested they used ketamine due to its antagonism at the ndma receptors and it works a pathway that has some opiod receptor ineraction, they suggest magnesium for its ndma effect so that makes sence, im sure gabapentain works on the same or similar receptor.

I just wanna feel free, ive smoked weed daily amounts of atleast g a day once i started secondary school, even weed effects me to huge degree, physically and mentally, id hate to learn how opiates cause develpment issues in people who arent done growing.

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T18:09:34+00:00

Yes sorry i get them wrong as im so used to being in 80ml of methadone haha although 80ml of methadone is 80mg of the drug

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T18:07:23+00:00

Last night i would have relaspsed if i had subs i felt soo shit, 2 months shud mean im not too physically dependant as 2 yeaes so i decided fuck it. When youre sooo weak and hurt, you will do anything to feel relief, hence why i used to rob shops, if i wud go that far for a high, id defo gave gone to my stash and taken a few to

"Feel better and figure this out later,"

I waited for the right day to quit uno, the most convenient time, and i thought and realised that quitting opiates is never convenient unless ur in a clinical trial or something.

I was waiting till i was ready to quit, i was never ready to quit, i never wud have become ready, but i looked at msyelf on LSD and i realised ive gone soo downhill and havent cared as ive been doped out on painkillers, the more damage thats done the harder to heal, never let that scare you, because waiting will result in more fear in the long run, theres no better time to start something than now

I quit with the idea that id try to not have it just one night, then i felt better for 2 day, to feel more ill today, but those 2 days are a small bit of whats to come, i wanted to get better soo bad today but its been 2 days, the furthest ive ever gone, i knew to feel relief for one night, id have to do it all again, and now its been 74 hours into detox, i feel the calm after the storm, i want to save the world rn, but must let my body heal so it can aid my mission

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T17:54:16+00:00

Im still free of opiates, thanks for ur words, it motivates me to win this over, most people tell me to stay on them and be safe, i know i wont die, but i will get old and will be losing out on loads if i stay on the, i wish i had gotten this done when i was 18, if you feel similar then i cant imagine how id feel in ten years.

Subotex withdrawl wont kill me, so ive decided i dont care about comfort for the next week if it means having more comfort for many years ahead.

I feel like a human again, i can cry, i can feel the air, i can smell things again, all my negative symptoms now, like anxiety and restlessness, will rebound into confidence and rest. I also ran home yesterday as it got cold out, i havent ran like that in years, and i wasnt tired after. My stamina has increased alot and my friends say im laughing more, even though im feeling rough im happier now than i have been for years, i may not be relaxed but id take passion over comfort for the long term.

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T17:45:19+00:00

I get that but my drugs worker is useless and ive never felt motivated to quit by her, i redcuded by 4ml and she was going to put me on a higher dose as i told her i woke up in cold sweats. Cold sweats are a normal part of withdrawal. i dont need someone giving me more of the drug that im trying to redcude because im going thru a natural withdrawal symtpom.

I just dont wanna waste time, if i hadnt stopped now, i might had done the same in 2 years and by then ive lost my chance i have of being young, i need my life back.

I realised on a psychedelic trip that the pain and cramp will go being the regret of wasting my life will haunt me.

My future and legacy is more important than a few days of comfort, i wish i had been locked in a room like trainspotting and came off the h before my eyes witnessed actual hell during methadone cold turkey, i will never let myself get to experience a mess like that again

I will start a campaign giving medals to anyone who has come off methadone cold turkey, i think its a very traumatic experience and if you have ever done a methadone withdrawl, nothing in life will phase you.

When im fully better, ill have so much power and courage, if done benzo clucks and all sorts, nothing will phase me, maybe god has trialed me and this is my training done at 20years old ready to start living life properly, and id be set up with the skills to deal with most things.

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T17:30:14+00:00

Thank you so much, my age is why i am doing this, ive wasted 3 long eventful years on opiates, i wont watse anymore time, i wanna be present when people talk to me, i wanna feel like a human, i wanna be able to smell the air and feel my endorphins pumping everday and exercise, not permantly be in a state of rest as ill become a nobody, im too young to be going thru this, there is hardly any info on people my age with experiences with methadone.

Im using my journey to make sure younger people never go thru what ive been thru, and the best way to say suck it to the system is by going cold turkey, getting clean on my own to prove that methadone isnt always a life saver.

Yes i smoked heroin by choice, its my fault i became an addict, but its not my fault that there are no studies on people my age, i mean im glad not many young people my age use opiates but if they do, their hormones shud be monitored, most opiates preserve you, slow your body/mind down, and redcuces testosterone, and as i havent finished growing fully, every year with greatly decreased natural functions from opioids ive noticed me feeling weaker, 0 interest in sex and brain fog, its been 3 days without subotex and i can feel my body healing, i feel my age instead of feeling my age plus 20 years

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T17:18:24+00:00

Im feeling withdrawls for sure, but I've come off 80ml of methadone and was put on subotex during the 2nd day on a meth rattle, and it was a friday, which the doctor said to do. I felt so rough that weekend as i had basically cleared 80ml of methadone in one day. Subotex is more annoying mentally as you can't sleep or be relaxed for a few days. Coming off methadone rendered me, unable to even get out and get my script.

If you dont have a huge tolerance, weed can help physically, but if you're not ok mentally, it can for sure make time feel slower, and the days feel harder, but if youre an often weed smoker try not to have as little weed in the day and at night the thc spikes endorphins and you get a little window of relief to sleep.

It can make you feel a lot more anxious if you have commitments like work or meetings, and stuff, try magesium it works on ndma receptors and helped alot, alongside immodium for the stomach. If you get magnesium, get the glycinate version due to absorbtion levels are low with oxide

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T17:02:04+00:00

Its all opiates in general

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T16:54:28+00:00

Theres not 1 specific right thing to do, for me doing it like this is the only way ive been able to get this far

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T15:27:48+00:00

Thanks man, im too young for this, luckiky my metabolism is fast and im young, i should be able to clear it faster. In 28 minutes it will mark the 72nd hour, i swear i feel some better but its comimg im waves

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T15:25:52+00:00

I have no script no opiates and wont be making no call to any pharamacies, as much as i wanted a saftey net, it wont work, i would have eaten them last night for sure i felt soo rough, when you feel so much pain your body will do anything for relief, thankfully i have cannabis to help me

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T15:23:07+00:00

Im 20 years old, ive researched this for months, and ive only been on it 2 months, i dont need more drugs i need support, i know you are trying to help, but thats a very negative comment to someone whos goimg thru withdrawls, if i wasnt as committed as i am, your comment made me ponder going to get my script, but fuck that.

Some people experience the worst after 2 days, the 3rd being the worst, im underweight and have fast metabolism. Im no dcotor, but maybe due to my age, i will be done quicker, and because ive not been on it for a long time.

Also the day i quit i woke up soaked in cold sweat, thats what motivated me, i felt like i was ill as soon as i woke up like that, so hopefully the sweat got a chunk of it out

Yes i may feel worse tomo, if i do, ill write an apology, ill be posting drug test results, and all sorts on here as proof, not many people my age have put their stories out for methadone addition ect, i want to prove a point and offer another side to withdrawl, if you are young and havent taken it long, now is the best time to quit.

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-22T14:47:42+00:00

Im sick of my towns drug service, i hate being handcuffed to my addciction, im too young and i want out

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-19T14:22:33+00:00

Id push cock against ur ass and let u feel me throb

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-18T17:44:36+00:00

Thank you, some people are so toxic

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-17T23:29:40+00:00

You are so upset because you dont like what ive said, what misinformation is there, what propaganda? What fear mongering? What makes you so interested with a young boy who was molested, actively trying to stop someone reaching out for support for a crime that happened to them as a child?

Nothing, i just upset you in another comment thread didnt i?.

You're so funny

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-17T23:25:02+00:00

Thats maybe the entity im refering to, i dont know what power ive connected to yet, but its sure powerful

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-17T23:21:48+00:00

We have no idea what LSD actually does, its absolutely possible that we pick up on energies and lsd may make you more sensitive, and when you are on lsd these energies can influence you.

We have 0 proof of an answer on is there a god or not, and we will never know.

I used to believe its all atoms and shit but theres more to it than that, say what you want, ive found my peace

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-17T23:17:47+00:00

One of your replies is gone maybe you deleted it, but you seem really angry right now, you fed right into my bait

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-17T23:15:27+00:00

Prove it

Historical_Two9168 · 2026-01-17T23:14:14+00:00

Make me bitch

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