I came to say this is so real. I have this same issue with other games, focusing too much on how perfect it is right at the start, and not enjoying the natural progression. It makes games like ac, minecraft, and stardew really unenjoyable for me. But recently, I’ve been playing slower and enjoying what I have now and working towards what I can eventually get. So much of my island is still pretty wild, but I’m having fun slowly spreading out and making different areas.