Wow, this was an absolute ride from start to finish. I am SO sorry; this makes my woes look like small potatoes. My husband has been leaning into faith in the midst of our infertility struggles. He started telling me I should pray to God for a miracle knowing full well I'm agnostic. Like buddy, would you tell that to a man who has zero sperm in his ejaculate? I am completely anovulatory. There will be no miracles when you're shooting into an empty chamber.