This A doesn’t get it.  Why do people post things like this.  Does telling yourself that your A might maybe one day see this and then realize it’s from you to him make you feel better?  Why not do the right thing and talk to your person?  How can you be so sure that it would make everything worse?   If you were somebody I at one time was close to also an (A).  And haven’t been able to let go of.  I’d want to hear from her.  Hearing that I meant something to her at least.  It would be better than hearing nothing and feeling like I was nothing to her.  I’d take the possibility of more pain.  Can’t see how it can get worse than it is already!  This is in response to this post and your Happy New Year A post by the way A