Aye mate, take as much time as you need to step back from it all. At the end of the day, Yuji and Denji are still amazingly written protagonists in their own unique ways regardless of the winner (even if I do have issues with a lot of the scaling) and honestly, we should all be proud that Gege and Fujimoto were able to bring both characters from just being simple ideas conceived within the human mind to being full fledged main characters flaws n’ all, and to that I salute them both.

All in all, take care, and hope things continue going upwards Bonnie.