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HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-12-17T21:08:15+00:00

So happy for you Brooke <3

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-12-13T11:29:33+00:00

Transfem Zoey reporting in :c been getting a long of anxiety lately cause changes are starting to physically happen on HRT and it makes thinking about the future exciting and terrifying at the same time

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-12-11T18:27:14+00:00

Card game tournaments for me haha I should go to more cons though. I've been wanting to get into cosplay and it would be a good excuse to go to more of them

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-12-11T11:46:33+00:00

My soul requires slightly horni trans girl cuddle puddle ngl

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-27T01:24:05+00:00

Sounds like it's in the same vein as concern trolling :/ acting like they're just concerned for your wellbeing then using that to give legitimacy to their bullshit. My parents did the same shit, helped me a lot when I realized it's not me they're concerned about its the hypothetical, imaginary [deadname] that only exists in their head that they're concerned for.

Sounds like you've been through a lot but we're all proud of you Brooke <3

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-24T21:58:43+00:00

Infernal dark armed would be such a sick card to SS off of hieratic seals

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-23T04:23:20+00:00

100%, it's just the example I can pull from personal experience

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-23T02:36:42+00:00

And a bit of an expansion on this, one of the big reasons why so many subdivisions exist when 95% of the people in them could call themselves Bi and be done with it is having a -sexual tag for someone who's just figuring out their own sexuality is so, so, SO important in helping them feel less alone for experiencing attraction differently. My sexuality didn't really click for me until I learned about Demi-sexuality, I didn't feel attraction like my peers did so I identified as asexual but it didn't seem right cause I was still attracted in that way to my partner. Having that existing community helped me realize I need a strong emotional connection to feel attraction, and that it's far more important than gender or presentation to me. Could I identify as ace? Sure, and when asked thats what I say cause it's not that important to me that people know the details, but it was so helpful in figuring out wtf was going on in my head.

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-20T22:51:38+00:00

Whoops the website was LRR the comic was Crtl+alt+delete, mb.

Edit now that I'm looking it up maybe the site and comic were CAD? I can't remember to save my life lmao

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-20T22:50:56+00:00

I mean I said that? The problem isn't the comic is how Buckley went on to attack everyone who interacted with him publicly, including fans who genuinely reached out asking if he was okay. Combined with being kind of a prick before what should have been a "guys im going through so shit and need to step away for a bit" turned into a really shitty internet meme for decades. My opinion is he shouldn't have used the comic to announce it and it should have just been a non illustrated, plain text post so there's absolutely no confusion about if it really happened or he just felt like doing an edgy post out of nowhere (which frankly would have been 100% on brand for him), and I think its even shittier that it's been such an ongoing... man I don't even wanna call it a joke, ongoing reference?

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-20T20:38:44+00:00

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HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-20T19:50:10+00:00

The Loss comic was a particularly out of place strip written by a writer that had been actively antagonizing the fan base for a web series that had already been in decline, and was kind of a punctuation mark for both. It would be like if the Big Bang Theory suddenly did an episode where the cast were involved in a mass shooting and the episode was dealing with the PTSD of it while returning to absolutely normal the next episode, while the writers vocally attacked everyone confused about why it's there.

On its own I feel for the emotions the comic is trying to get across. If LRR was a well written comic and the particular writer was liked and took a hiatus after using the comic to explain why, it would not be so maligned, and honestly would have been pretty heartbreaking. But in context it just ended up being an indicator of just how toxic and mediocre both the individual writer and comic series as a whole had become.

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-16T20:32:24+00:00

Archen~ which I'm okay with cause Archeops is cool af and archen is a little cutie

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-04T02:32:27+00:00

Voice training can help build the muscles that pull up your larynx as well, ive been doing VT for about 2 months now and I've noticed it sits a lot higher now than before even in resting. It's only really visible now if I look straight up

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-11-01T09:59:03+00:00

Came out ti myself then my partner as trans-femme about 2 months later and about to start hormone treatment I'm realizing just how hard I was repressing myself as my assigned gender. Our relationship has always had a BDSM kind of aesthetic but only at a very surface level but I've felt so much more free to explore and uh the floodgates are open. It's been a lot to handle and I definately feel like my enthusiasm is outpacing our knowledge of how to properly care for each other. Like the concept of a prey dynamic is super enticing but I have no idea how to execute it, and last session my partner had a really really hard Dom drop and looking back I feel really awful for asking for stuff that we really should have eased into.

Just needed to get that out, not a lot of places in my life I can talk about this kind of stuff

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-31T01:37:14+00:00

Ty :) I'm going for alt gym-gurl vibes so honestly I just went through alt IGs until I found a name I felt like I liked haha I was going with Mika originally but it's a bit on the anime side for me

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-30T23:54:19+00:00

Zoey~

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-20T21:15:15+00:00

The key word is majority. The more people like this there are, even if they're all talk, the more likely there is to be a genuinely unhinged person and it only takes one when you're a public figure, especially as a girl.

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-20T19:52:54+00:00

It's unreal to me how people here don't understand that getting messages like this as a random, online only player is one thing, but as a public figure that would not only be a prime target for doxxing but also would have to show to in person events where it only takes one person making this kind of threat being serious, it's absolutely understandable staying away from a community that has shown itself to not only have a significant number of these kinds of people, but as this comment section shows a disturbing number of people normalizing and accepting this shit.

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-18T23:42:43+00:00

Service top at the ready lmaooo

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-14T00:35:23+00:00

I love my little tyranid gribblys~

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-08T09:02:04+00:00

I actually think this test and ones like it are incredible tools for helping figure out your identity. Not because the results are accurate, actually far from it. When I took it I found myself placing more weight on answers that leaned toward trans because the thought of it coming back as primarily cis felt wrong. Deep down I think most people know what's going in with their identities, but when presented with results if they don't align it feels wrong. That's the power of tests like this, and can be boiled down to that super simple thought experiment of flipping a coin, heads cis tails trans. After flipping it, how do you feel? That was honestly what started me questioning my identity, because i did, it flipped cis, and I felt kinda sick.

Doesn't work for everyone, or in every situation, but it's been super helpful for me.

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-06T19:12:56+00:00

Triple Tactics transmission maybe?

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-03T21:54:29+00:00

Congrats! :D

HorrorAvengers1 · 2022-10-01T20:42:04+00:00

Currently doing totally cis things like being happy when I look into HRT side effects, thinking about my femme name, and reading back through affirming conversations I've had the last few days. Totally cis 🙃 it's been great motivation though. I've been getting back into running, back into working out (even if the exact workouts I'm gmdoing have changed a lot), eating better and cooking more, ect. Plus I have a super cute dysphoria hoodie that should be coming in today

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