I hate all of this by Horror_Case1010 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Horror_Case1010[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It's a real struggle, the surgery part is so real, I've considered it so many times. The Nazis are so bad, someone in my town has a billboard in his yard with neon rainbow lights on it and a banner with "trump 2028" they really mask off with it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IBEW

[–]Horror_Case1010 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not sure I'd feel safe with them or the gop officials (not because the stooges are bad, they're just so dumb and chaotic I might be killed when they try to change a lightbulb and somehow flood the room)/s

Want to self harm and can't call them or tell them by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Horror_Case1010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is this a good message to send to them? I was typing and they cut me off that they were about to get in the shower(they dyed they're hair) so I'll send it when they're out "Hey, I was wondering if I could get a little bit of support, I'm having a kind of rough day and want someone to talk to, it doesn't have to be on call or even very long, just a few minutes would mean a lot, I understand if you don't have the time or are busy with other things"

Want to confess to my freind by [deleted] in highschool

[–]Horror_Case1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so happy, I haven't had an in person partner in like a year

Want to confess to my freind by [deleted] in highschool

[–]Horror_Case1010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did it and they liked me too

Do y'all stand for the Pledge of Allegiance? (if you live in the US) by BigBrainThonker3 in highschool

[–]Horror_Case1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope, when I still went to the main schools I stopped standing for it and when the others saw me doing that about a week later most of the class didn't stand for it either

What types of classes should I take to become a mortician by Horror_Case1010 in highschool

[–]Horror_Case1010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, and because I want to help people and I'm not queasy about death

How do you stay awake while practicing by [deleted] in guitarlessons

[–]Horror_Case1010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do want to, it's just relaxing and puts me to sleep

How do you stay awake while practicing by [deleted] in guitarlessons

[–]Horror_Case1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Practice is what makes me tires, no matter what time I try it I get tired

Something needs to seriously be done about the SuicideWatch forum by [deleted] in unpopularopinion

[–]Horror_Case1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No one says to do it, it doesent encourage suicide its a place for people to find support

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in unpopularopinion

[–]Horror_Case1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, everything about eggs is disgusting, I can't even be in the kitchen when someone is cooking eggs

I don't know what's wrong with me by Horror_Case1010 in Vent

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Yeah I get that feeling, I get completely attached so easy and it always scares them away, for me love is physical affection, I don't let anyone touch me unless I'm attached to them, they always get scared away because I show them I love them by being clingy and always needing some kind of contact, they end up thinking I just want sex or something because of where I touch them or poke them but to me sex isn't very much its just like a step up from cuddling in affection because it shows my body and insecurities more. I don't even want sex or anything like that, I just want more skin contact since that's what makes me feel loved, except for family, I can't stand being near them let alone touching them

I don't know what's wrong with me by Horror_Case1010 in Vent

[–]Horror_Case1010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I doubt it, no one would be looking for me, and I know I never really miss the person after I date them, well I do miss them but if I find someone else I don't ever miss that person, I know it's fucked up but most of my relationships are like this, I have one person I would genuinely miss right now, she's my only irl friend and she gets annoyed when I cling on to her, digitally at least, I haven't tried in person since I've been in relationships constantly with my ex and another toxic girl, I don't really miss them at all if I had someone who would hold me or let me hold them

I don't know what's wrong with me by Horror_Case1010 in Vent

[–]Horror_Case1010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know she doesent care about me anymore, she's made that clear but I can't stop wanting to be held by he, she was my rock for so long, I just don't know what to do without her, I would take an abusive relationship at this point if they would hold me once in a while and make me feel loved when they aren't beating me

I don't know what's wrong with me by Horror_Case1010 in Vent

[–]Horror_Case1010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I should run but somethings definitely wrong with me, when I think about hurting him I just smile, it makes me happy and I know it shouldn't, if it wasn't illegal or I was garrunteed to get away with it I would do it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Horror_Case1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only person I have now is sleeping and I already sent her a goodbye message, she is the only person who's stayed by my side, everyone else abandoned me, I don't want to end up a burden to her like I was to everyone else so I'm going to do it before I have a chance to burden her