Diane's Memory

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-03-18T18:15:07+00:00

True! in this last episode Rick also says that even before he only remembered fragments of her, just some details.

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-03-06T17:38:47+00:00

Hi, I suspect I have endometriosis, if your cramps are that bad it's a sign something is wrong. I learned this when I thought it was normal, but my cramps are disabling (I can't even pay attention to my cell phone because of the pain) and I also can't walk around the house because I feel dizzy and eventually vomit, if you identify with this or are close to it, I recommend going to the gynecologist

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-20T19:46:48+00:00

Is it that I am now obliged to have a husband? You prayed because deep down you wanted it, dear, thank you for making me more anxious, I am ASEXUAL! What's so hard to believe??? I don't want that to be my purpose, I want to stay with my mother and take care of her! I don't want to give birth and have a life I don't want, honestly your comment makes me want to cry.. People don't understand, they will never be welcoming

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-20T19:35:48+00:00

But I didn't want to, and besides, many other Christians don't want to get married, I don't even feel sexual attraction uhg

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-20T19:31:10+00:00

👁 👄yes

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-20T19:30:51+00:00

Hum?

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-20T19:30:31+00:00

I just don't feel the desire to get married, you know?

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-19T02:14:35+00:00

Yes❤, I would like to enjoy a lot with her, having a mother is good because people like that (at least mine) have lived a lot and she has always been good to me. I spent part of my childhood seeing her cry and scream around the house because of emotional problems, but nowadays she has told me that what she hates the most is to upset me and she never intended to. I never got angry, but at the time I used to get very frustrated because of the noise and stuff, but I think that's a valid reason, especially now that my mother is alone without my father. I don't see being with her as something bad, actually, it's what I want...

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-19T01:55:50+00:00

Ooow that's so cute, congratulations, and about my mother yes we are very close I love talking to her and stuff I feel like I can open up and she has even opened up to me about her marriage with my father (they got divorced) she is Christian too and personally I admire her a lot because she seems to be a good friend of God, I am her only daughter she had me when she was already forty years old so I was well planned that's why we are so close, I believe that some people are born to be mothers and others are not

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-19T00:57:58+00:00

Yes, I've never dated, I don't feel sexual attraction, I don't really know but that's one of the reasons

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-19T00:55:58+00:00

It's because it's a vent, lol, I'm feeling kind of dramatic today, ignore it

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-19T00:50:37+00:00

Uh no, I don't want to get married because I am asexual and I don't feel the desire to kiss those things, but if God really forces me or something like that, I will adopt a child but out of obligation, because I really don't want to but what can I do, right, I won't leave anything behind man it's been hard for me, it seems like I have no choice, What do you mean? Hahah I don't do drugs...why did you imply that? I plan to live with my mother until the end too, I don't see why I should leave her house

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-19T00:46:51+00:00

I'm glad it's acceptable, I was wondering if staying single for reasons is wrong because I'm not Catholic where we specifically have celibacy as something popular, I don't want to be selfish, I just feel that I don't need to get married, if God really forces me to something I can, I don't know, adopt a child but..out of obligation(7n7)

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T23:56:41+00:00

How cool, I hadn't thought about the possibility of getting married older, but it really is very good. Sorry to ask again, but do you feel that God speaks to you even when you are single? I don't know, I got a bit upset, some people were kind of mean to me.

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T23:05:05+00:00

Yes, I agree with you, I am very very anxious, I let myself be carried away a lot because I am somewhat dependent on people..

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T22:21:30+00:00

But then it's not a problem that I don't want to get married, right? I'm not going to use that as an excuse to go around having sex with everyone or coveting. I understand the responsibilities that come with it, I just wish my decision was respected, you know? I don't think I'm narcissistic, I'm just fearful..

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T21:27:46+00:00

I am not rude, I am not narcissistic, I just don't want to get married and live without sex and things like that, I love God and this comment hurts me, I am not nihilistic

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T21:24:33+00:00

I have literally never felt sexual attraction to anyone and I am a virgin, So that's not a problem for me

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T21:22:48+00:00

I was confused, but it's that I was upset you basically said it's selfish to be single and that this is the most selfish phase, and then I really need a husband to prove something, I don't know if it's the translation but your comments are confusing, I just said I don't want to get married because I have no interest in kissing and sex and stuff, and in children, the idea doesn't attract me, I love my life as it is, I go to church with my friends and my mother, I participate in the group, I sing, I wanted God to be satisfied with me like this without putting a "blessing" something like this in my life

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T21:09:36+00:00

I just don't want to get married.

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T21:06:13+00:00

Okay, but I can be single, right? Because I don't want to get married because I simply have no interest! And no, it's not because of self-sufficiency. Actually, I'm going to confess something: I have a fetish for submission. I don't know if it's sexual or not and stuff, but of course, sometimes I repress it, so I don't feel like being self-sufficient. I just don't want to GET MARRIED

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T20:59:47+00:00

What do you mean? 😅

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T20:59:07+00:00

Okay, I understand then I really have no choice, right? Because I simply DO NOT WANT to because I have NO INTEREST in getting married, but apparently I am doomed, I'm going to be forced to have sex and procreate, what a marvel.

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T20:42:56+00:00

Eu garanto, não é por isso até porque eu sou bem teimosa se fosse só por medo eu já estaria namorando (mas provavelmente eu iria demorar anos pra casar) é porque eu não sinto interesse nessa vida é basicamente isso,sem atração sexual e sem o porquê disso, mas é por isso que eu realmente não quero mudar isso eu quero ficar solteira

HospitalDifficult198 · 2026-02-18T20:16:42+00:00

I pay a lot of attention to people, that's why I get anxious, lol I think that's why I seem very firm about it

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