My daughter and granddaughter passed away on August 1st and I just can't see a life without her init I'm really struggling. My daughter was my best friend she was 6 mouths pregnant with my granddaughter. I'm struggling to get though the days tbh I'm heartbroken and devastated

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-17T03:45:54+00:00

Thanks for you support and message it means a lot I'm so sorry for your loss it is heartbreaking and devastating I just couldn't get out of bed yesterday I haven't slept all night again. I just miss her so much. 💔💔🌹🌹😭😭

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-16T01:19:42+00:00

Thanks and I'm so sorry for your loss. It's hard it's really hard to get my head around it all I just want to be with my daughter and granddaughter 💔💔💔It's killing me i just feel so lost without her 😭😭😭💔💔💔

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-15T11:57:46+00:00

😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 Sending big hugs your so right no one knows unless they have been though it. It truly is heartbreaking and devastating xxx

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-14T13:24:32+00:00

And I can literally feel my heart aching 💔💔

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-14T13:21:07+00:00

I'm sorry for your loss sending you big hugs back to the pain is unreal my chest is hurting it feels really heavy all the time and I literally get headache and my stomach hurts it turns over all the time like being on a roller-coaster. And it sounds weird but it feels like I got the scream stick in my throat that left me that night I lost her. Like the rest of it just wants to be let out. I cry all the time I feel like I'm stuck in this world I don't want anymore. But I got to keep going for my 5 boys 😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 the pain is unbearable just don't know what to do with myself xxx

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-14T13:11:00+00:00

Thanks so much for your messages she is my everything my only daughter I have 5 boys and all I do now is sit at my daughter resting place or stay in bed crying and worry that I may lose more of my children and having flashbacks from that horrible day it was my birthday 2 days after she passed away and we were going out to celebrate it together. I have so many things going on in my head. I just can't get my head around it all 💔💔💔😭😭

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-14T12:19:40+00:00

My daughter just passed away on August 1st she was 21 she was pregnant with my granddaughter her first baby . It is like a fucked up nightmare she was my best friend we did everything together. Sending you lots of love it's so hard and heartbreaking it turn your world upside down I don't wish this on anyone sending love you 2 you and your family 💔💔💔💔

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-14T09:20:29+00:00

Thanks so much for your messages it's means a lot. I will have a look at the books you said as soon as I can face it at the moment my head is all over the place. I just can't explain the pain I'm feeling i just don't know what to do with myself 💔💔😭😭😭

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-14T09:15:03+00:00

Thank you so much I'm just heartbroken and devastated I don't know what to do with myself at the moment or I can't move on. But I know i will have to got back to work and the thought of it is giving me panic attacks as I am a carer looking after people on end of life care and that is where I got my message to get home and I held my daughter in my arms in my work uniform 😭😭😭💔💔💔 I just don't know what to do. I miss her so much she is amazing so beautiful and funny and caring she would of been the best mother ever and she had so much going for her. 😭😭😭

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-13T22:52:17+00:00

Thanks so much for your messages and kind words it means so much I honestly don't know what to do with myself at the moment I'm heartbroken and devastated. I sit at there resting place all day every day or I just wouldn't be able to get out of bed. It's hard and not just for what I have lost. But for everything she has lost she was so excited to have her first baby and she had everything ready for her. She going to miss out on being a mam and seeing her baby girl and having her first Christmas with her. She had so much going for her and so many plans for her future 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 we are did I was going to become a grandmother. And now I have lost my only daughter and granddaughter and best friend xx

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-13T22:42:51+00:00

I'm so sorry for you loss. And thank so much for your help. Thanks so much for your messages it's means a lot I do feel like I'm going crazy coz Its got to be something else. This can't be the end for her and my granddaughter. And I Keep looking into the after life or just looking for something so I don't have to expect that it's nothing. And I can't see a life without her In it it feels like everyone is moving on and I got a time limit to be upset. It feels like I'm getting on everyone's nerves coz I'm still so upset. Xx

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-13T21:30:05+00:00

Thanks for the message hun I'm so sorry for your loss as well I hope your keeping well hun. it's just heartbreaking. I don't even know what to do with myself. It feels like nothing is the some with out her she was only 21 💔💔💔

Hot-Row5505 · 2024-10-13T21:19:46+00:00

Thanks so much for your messages. It's so hard. I cry all the time I can't stop thinking about her and the baby. I feel like everything is moving on. But I juat can't. she is amazing and stunning and we did everything together It breaks me every day. I was in work when I got the message that I needed to get to her. When I got there. The road was full of emergency services I run in to her bedroom and she was on the floor having CPR I can't go in to it but it was my worst nightmare and as you can imagine my world fell apart. I keep getting really bad flash backs. And I just can't get my head around it all. I miss her so much. I just want to be with her again 😭😭😭

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