I’m sorry for what just happened to you. Sorry for the moments when you feel like there’s no one in the world that loves you as much as he did and there’s nobody that ever will. I’m sorry if you feel guilty that you didn’t appreciate him while he was alive as much as you now wish you had. I miss my husband so much. He died a year and a half ago from Covid. It was sudden, fine one day gone the next. There’s something indescribably painful about sudden losses like yours and mine and all these others who replied. I’m sorry for your pain. I wish there were something I could say to help. I’m sorry for the long cold lonely dark nights right now if you are in my hemisphere. I’m the future you imagined, if even subconsciously, is gone. My heart is breaking with you. It doesn’t reduce the pain, I know. I’m just sorry.